What I'm Going Through.

my body is gross . my face is getting wrost . i'm getting fat .

i want to die .

i told myself if i were to chosse boyfriend or friend which one would i chosse .

of course i said , friends , but the wat am i showing claudia is really

stupid of me to do it .

i see one of my close friend changing , she is going her own way already , wat i can say is takecare .

i wish i could talk bout my feelings but i have no off day fer tis week .

and the only one i can talk to is my blog .

whenever i feel not hot i look at pussycat dolls wait a min music video , it always werk .

but now , i feel lyke i'm some old bitch which expired date is over already .

i'll get a rest now , raimi you lied to me thanks , don't worry i'm really fine ....

Sarah Aqilah and Sleeq and one indian celebrity come and eat at our werk place . hehe .

and thanks boss fer driving us home .

i'm really tired of living a double lyfe , i'm really confuse wat to do now wif my lyfe .

friends are leaving , relationship is gone , my confident in myself is gone .

and i turn down all the six guy who lyke me .

wat else is left ?

bye :'(