Hello , Sorry fer not updating and stuff .
Nowadays Facebook , Tumblr & Twitter . Sorry Blog :(
Now , i wanna come back to you again but not often okay .
Okay , this few days i've been feeling very down .
i wanna be pretty but im covering myself with make-up
and sometimes people will look at me , at times i will just ignore
but if i'm not in the mood i will just say " Do i look like a clown ? Bitch "
I'm acctually very very hurt now with my whole life .
Couples makes me wanna jump down , YES ! im jealouse looking
at how sweet both of you can be , WHY ? because i've never got the guy
i want and i'm afarid of rejections .
Every night before i sleep i pray to god saying
" Hope i can find a guy who have a nice heart and love me for me "
I just pity myself :'(
I'm acctually a very nice person if you know me , but if you don't
know me and you judge me , that is just mean .
i took alot of courage to become a gay okay !
Have you ever come accross a quotes that says
God gave us 2 hands and 2 legs but why 1 heart?
Because god wants us to find for the right heart .
Is it like that ? Something like that , but i've been finding
everywhere but i can't find . But i hope it will comes to me quick .
I guess maybe i'm going school tomorrow , or if i'm tired i'll just continue sleeping
Till here , i'll tell you more soon okay . Byebye , Goodnight :)