Chitt , still the same life .
i didn't went to school today , i guess mommy is mad at me .
i still can't believe all this while i've been looking at alot of guys
but i'm still waiting fer you 4 years of waiting :'(
i have a few friends , some i feel they are fake .
some are really there for me , even thou now i don't get to see them often .
at least you all are happy right ? your happiest is my happiest .
i plan to change this blog to http://www.louiebehbeydopegirl.blogspot.com/
so alert alrite ? anytime i can change , it will be on facebook .
Back to the topic , Emmm . i hate having people asking for my number
for fun ? i don't see where the fun part is , show me !
is not funny asking for a gay number , gay are just like boy & girl .
i'm just standing up for my pride okay , WHY can't you be so open ?
sometimes when i with some of my friends and their friend is a gay
they will ask " Are you here alone ? " the gay friend reply
" I'm waiting for my boyfriend " i will smile .
i have this feeling like " you go girl ! " and at the same time i'll get jealouse .
i wanna be slim and also have a flawless face .
When i see old people begging on the streets if i have the money i give
that is another way to make me smile , i'm not an angel
but this is my way to smile and also giveing up my seats
to people who needs it more than me (:
i don't want to you to feel that im emo-ing
I just wanna be free , i just wanna be me and also i don't wanna free ashamed .
i also want to let my emotions be as free as my hair , but i don't how .
i feel like talking to my friends but at times they will not care .
At times when i go out i don't wanna bring that emo emotions along with me
meaning when im at home only i let everything out .
I'm going to sleep now , so tomorrow i can wake up school , byebye .