♥18 July 2011♥
Monday, July 18, 2011 | 10:52 PM | 0 hearts♥
Yes , i was wearing a tube to Club . i'm being who i want to be , Friday and Saturday was my clubbing
days , the whole piont is just dancing and to release stress .
i wanted to look HOT , not wanting to attract guys .
but guess that didn't work , i attract more guy then i expect .
i ain't a bitch yknow that , let's start from Friday 15/7
Clubbing at Zouk , after so long i'm back clubbing and was drunk .
This guy , i swear i don't wish to say his name come to me
he said that he know me and we used to hang out together but now i'm arrogant .
But the acctual fact is i don't know hym , He ask me am i from Voguelicious
i said no , he said " mcm paham "
he was wif me looking at me dancing , nearly stripe off but i control it .
then after the club Sherry leave me and Ruby , Me and Ruby took NightRider.
he accompany , he ask fer my number and i went home . Reached home vomited .
I lyke it , very shoik .
Next Day clubbing again 16/7
Same place he was not there , While dancing 2guys came to me
and told me that Patricia Mok offer me wine and they give me the glass
i drink it one shot , thanks Patricia ♥
Made new friends and home . DJ was so boring =='
Today , when schooling i think of that guy ( the friday guy )
i message hym , he call me we talk talk .
After that emotional break down , went to talk to the counselor
The Counselor ask me to define wat is love , and i said " Love is having
trust in each other , Being there for each other , Love is not about looks
or body size but the feeling for each other . He is the one that make
us smile never stop caring and loving , Love is not about sex, fame or money
but the feeling must always be there .
He told me that he admire my looks .
While working i cry , i can't take it already .
but my working family were very supportive
they were lyke , forget hym you got me and SisterMary was lyke
LOUIE YOUR'RE NOT UGLY , YOUR'RE NOT UGLY ! HIS NOT WORTH IT !
my heart is so not in a good condition now plus i haven't sleep from yesterday .
Smoke lyke a train , then off to bed . Goodnight .
I'm not in the mood but i post fer you all to understand my feelings .