What I'm Going Through.

HappyBirthdayToMe :D

Sweetsixteen♥ i celebrate my advance birthday at my house .

and i really like to thank those who came :')

finally sixteen , which means i can find job and earn money .

today is my birthday , but i have this sad feeling now .

well sweetsixteen ? not really sweet , and every year i celebrate my birthday

just hurts me at night , i miss my ex . i miss him :'(

i miss having someone caring for me , show me he love me . I really haven't

had any relationship with anyone after i broke up with him .

Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday and really thanks for telling me

i'm beautiful & pretty & sexy & etc . But i think everyone knows that is not

true , maybe because my appearance is not gorgeous and i'm fat .

I wanna share my feelings but i can't write it on Facebook , some people will think

another way and since this blog is dead i wanna share it here nobody will know

i guess . Everytime i try to fake a smile it seems like i just can't do it , i may not be gorgeous and

slim , but i have a good heart and nobody knows me better than me and you know

what i've been thinking tomorrow i want to visit some old folks home or something like that .

i'm not saying this to impress , i mean it . but i can't .

i don't wish to continue anymore , sorry i can't take it already . Bye .