♥21 November 2011♥
Monday, November 21, 2011 | 12:23 AM | 0 hearts♥
I'm so missing my 413 badly :'(
Well , same usual life , no job , no relationship additional fake friends .
seriously fake people i can't put up wit you anymore .
lately i don't even know who to trust anymore .
I cannot fake that i can live without having anyone who i can call
my own
you know ? this really sucks badly ! I will never give up in my life
and never am i gonna stop being who i am ,
if you wanna change me think twice , you can never change someone ,
it's all up to them . "I Love You" have i ever hear anyone
saying that to me ? excluding friends and family .
No matter what i do or how hard i try to change myself nobody
see that . I keep on saying i will be okay , but i'm not ! I'm may seems so
arrogant and fierce but you only know my name but not who i am
and you assume you know me very well !
I'm letting go cause i know i'm only half way there .
To my friends , they will always take me as their second choice .
but let me tell you that , even though you take me as your second choice
i always support you all this while and i never put anyone as my second choice .
I wanna be someone you can turn to , i love you all like i always do but
i don't think you all feel the same .
You know that everyone thinking that i will never commit in love , but
the actual thing is i never been in that situation and
i'm commit to love okay , if i'm in a relationship i will never want to lose him
there is nothing i won't do and i want him to socializes with my friends .
Guess that's all i want to say , i feel better typing it here feels like
half of the weight is lost . Okay , i'm gonna sleep soon and
feel free to ask me anything on my formspring or maybe i will put my
tag board there too . So till next time byebye :)
413 ♥
Jeremy:)
Of course i miss my member ♥
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My face without makeup look pretty much like that , & That's NurulAin :)