♥23 November 2011♥
Wednesday, November 23, 2011 | 1:10 AM | 0 hearts♥
Ohh come on god , why are you doing this to me ?
might as well you just take my life .
I think i have suffer enough depression already , does Singapore
have rehab center ? I'm sorry to all my friends who i have disappoint .
I really do understand if you wanna leave .
Nazrinah is the only one who understands me for this moment .
She keeps on asking me to smile but i can't .
My world is broken down in to so many piece and you expect me to smile ?
but really thanks Naz for understanding me .
My blog is full of sadness right ? I really don't even want it to be this way
how i wish i can just start of my blog with "I'm really Happy"
but i guess it doesn't work that way .
I did try giving up on LOVE but , a human without LOVE is like a human without bones .
What to do ? can only cry and cry until i can drown myself with my tears .
I wanna start dancing again and working and keep myself
really busy to not give a damn about LOVE .
kindda miss clubbing actually , miss being a slut :)
I'm free to be who i wanna be , don't tell me what to be or not to be .
don't think that even though i go club i go home with guys having my number
actually it only happens once , other than that they will just say i look sexy
and stuff like that cause i'm drunk and acting like a slut , so ya .
Hais , i also don't know what write already .
I think i better go to bed now and just try not to care about all this , and try to move on .
Goodnight , Sweetdreams Reader ♥
I hope and wish that the guy I can call my own will find me soon .