Louie Esmena

♥7 February 2012♥

2012-02-07T03:50:00.002+08:00

Well, I haven't been blogging cause like usual no time to blog.

2012 is going bad for me, I've been rejected

to the course i want and now I'm applying for April intake

hopefully i get in that course. Another problem is I found

out that the people I'm close to are talking behind my back hais.

People are bring me down like very badly even my bestfriend, well I

don't want you to love me if you don't wanna love me for me.

I've lost a friend before, you know is hard to please everyone and

i can never please everyone, i give up already!

I was used and abuse before and i understand people who go through all this.

I want to be the one who stand up for all this people.

I'm not rich, I can't go to many photoshoot and I don't have a pretty face

but don't say that this person look better than me. There are more gays who look better than

me but I'm ME don't compare me with other people.

Life is really a bitch!

♥24 November 2011♥

2011-11-24T02:09:00.003+08:00

Hey , today nothing much has happen .

at about 11AM i went for my photoshoot without sleeping .

Gosh , i hope the photos come out beautifully .

I'll be getting my photos mail tomorrow through my email :)

It's been a long time since i've been updating my

facebook so i hope the photos will make my profile alive .

I'm so damn sleepy so i'm gonna head to bed now .

SweetDreams ♥

This was after my photoshoot . Different ?

#My fringe was part on the other side

#Red lipstick , never did red lipstick before

♥23 November 2011♥

2011-11-23T01:10:00.004+08:00

Ohh come on god , why are you doing this to me ?

might as well you just take my life .

I think i have suffer enough depression already , does Singapore

have rehab center ? I'm sorry to all my friends who i have disappoint .

I really do understand if you wanna leave .

Nazrinah is the only one who understands me for this moment .

She keeps on asking me to smile but i can't .

My world is broken down in to so many piece and you expect me to smile ?

but really thanks Naz for understanding me .

My blog is full of sadness right ? I really don't even want it to be this way

how i wish i can just start of my blog with "I'm really Happy"

but i guess it doesn't work that way .

I did try giving up on LOVE but , a human without LOVE is like a human without bones .

What to do ? can only cry and cry until i can drown myself with my tears .

I wanna start dancing again and working and keep myself

really busy to not give a damn about LOVE .

kindda miss clubbing actually , miss being a slut :)

I'm free to be who i wanna be , don't tell me what to be or not to be .

don't think that even though i go club i go home with guys having my number

actually it only happens once , other than that they will just say i look sexy

and stuff like that cause i'm drunk and acting like a slut , so ya .

Hais , i also don't know what write already .

I think i better go to bed now and just try not to care about all this , and try to move on .

Goodnight , Sweetdreams Reader ♥

I hope and wish that the guy I can call my own will find me soon .

♥22 November 2011♥

2011-11-22T00:33:00.005+08:00

I never planned that one day i'll be losing you .

Ex and That "bestie" .

I really hope and dream that everything will be okay , i should have

told you what you meant to me . I'm not daring to express

what's in my heart . If i can see my future that will be

such a relief , but for now i can just pray that my future will be good .

Every night i will be thinking "will i ever get married?"

"will i ever get attached?" "which of my friends will be on my side in the future?"

you know all this thoughts just irritated me , i can never stop thinking bout all this .

Some of my friends asked me to move on , but where can i go ?

Every night you know , thinking of you and also thinking will i ever

go to bed and thank god for giving me him and have a lovely sleep .

I really just hope he will be on my shoes and realize it's very hurtfully .

No, i don't want him back i just want him to realize that being in that situation

it's very hurtfully ! If we ever see each other , i will just look at him .

no point saying Hi to the person who was my hardest to say Bye to .

I seriously can't stand people asking me for Sex , i never had it and i don't wish too !

it's just that 2years ago people just wants to be in love and this year is all about

Sex Sex Sex ! It's so irritating . I'm not rushing to be in love , i want love

to be something magically for me not something that means nothing , cause

some of you feel nothing . My school Prom was today i didn't

go , if i were to attend i will dress as a girl XD

i thought it was a mask theme ? change already uh ? nevermynd it's over .

I know i've done alot of mistake in my life and some of them are gone

it's really to late to apologize . I'm not beauitful or good looking i know

there is some other better looking bapok . i need to smoke now . Goodnight .

she really hope and dream that everything will be okay .

♥21 November 2011♥

2011-11-21T00:23:00.004+08:00

I'm so missing my 413 badly :'(

Well , same usual life , no job , no relationship additional fake friends .

seriously fake people i can't put up wit you anymore .

lately i don't even know who to trust anymore .

I cannot fake that i can live without having anyone who i can call

my own

you know ? this really sucks badly ! I will never give up in my life

and never am i gonna stop being who i am ,

if you wanna change me think twice , you can never change someone ,

it's all up to them . "I Love You" have i ever hear anyone

saying that to me ? excluding friends and family .

No matter what i do or how hard i try to change myself nobody

see that . I keep on saying i will be okay , but i'm not ! I'm may seems so

arrogant and fierce but you only know my name but not who i am

and you assume you know me very well !

I'm letting go cause i know i'm only half way there .

To my friends , they will always take me as their second choice .

but let me tell you that , even though you take me as your second choice

i always support you all this while and i never put anyone as my second choice .

I wanna be someone you can turn to , i love you all like i always do but

i don't think you all feel the same .

You know that everyone thinking that i will never commit in love , but

the actual thing is i never been in that situation and

i'm commit to love okay , if i'm in a relationship i will never want to lose him

there is nothing i won't do and i want him to socializes with my friends .

Guess that's all i want to say , i feel better typing it here feels like

half of the weight is lost . Okay , i'm gonna sleep soon and

feel free to ask me anything on my formspring or maybe i will put my

tag board there too . So till next time byebye :)

413 ♥

Jeremy:)

Of course i miss my member ♥

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My face without makeup look pretty much like that , & That's NurulAin :)

♥13 November 2011♥

2011-11-13T11:35:00.003+08:00

Helloooooo, is anybody here ? whatever .

Uhmm , Awkward i never been updating this blog because

i'm lazy to type my grandfather story ^^

Well i have became much fatter , fatty fatty boom boom lah .

Still single what you expect , just living my life like there's not tomorrow .

Well i haven't sleep yet from yesterday & now i hate the sun .

#NowPlaying "When i look at you By Miley Cyrus"

If i were to sleep now , i'm going to wake up at 6PM and then i can't

sleep and then the same routine .

Let's talk about ....

Seriously i have nothing in my mind now , i just wanna be love .

i wanna hold hands and kiss and hug and ohh godd , when will i ever have

A HAPPY ENDING .

Okay byebye , i wanna go to buy something .

♥24 october 2011♥

2011-10-24T02:24:00.003+08:00

HappyBirthdayToMe :D

Sweetsixteen♥ i celebrate my advance birthday at my house .

and i really like to thank those who came :')

finally sixteen , which means i can find job and earn money .

today is my birthday , but i have this sad feeling now .

well sweetsixteen ? not really sweet , and every year i celebrate my birthday

just hurts me at night , i miss my ex . i miss him :'(

i miss having someone caring for me , show me he love me . I really haven't

had any relationship with anyone after i broke up with him .

Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday and really thanks for telling me

i'm beautiful & pretty & sexy & etc . But i think everyone knows that is not

true , maybe because my appearance is not gorgeous and i'm fat .

I wanna share my feelings but i can't write it on Facebook , some people will think

another way and since this blog is dead i wanna share it here nobody will know

i guess . Everytime i try to fake a smile it seems like i just can't do it , i may not be gorgeous and

slim , but i have a good heart and nobody knows me better than me and you know

what i've been thinking tomorrow i want to visit some old folks home or something like that .

i'm not saying this to impress , i mean it . but i can't .

i don't wish to continue anymore , sorry i can't take it already . Bye .

♥18 July 2011♥

2011-07-18T22:52:00.006+08:00

Yes , i was wearing a tube to Club .

i'm being who i want to be , Friday and Saturday was my clubbing

days , the whole piont is just dancing and to release stress .

i wanted to look HOT , not wanting to attract guys .

but guess that didn't work , i attract more guy then i expect .

i ain't a bitch yknow that , let's start from Friday 15/7

Clubbing at Zouk , after so long i'm back clubbing and was drunk .

This guy , i swear i don't wish to say his name come to me

he said that he know me and we used to hang out together but now i'm arrogant .

But the acctual fact is i don't know hym , He ask me am i from Voguelicious

i said no , he said " mcm paham "

he was wif me looking at me dancing , nearly stripe off but i control it .

then after the club Sherry leave me and Ruby , Me and Ruby took NightRider.

he accompany , he ask fer my number and i went home . Reached home vomited .

I lyke it , very shoik .

Next Day clubbing again 16/7

Same place he was not there , While dancing 2guys came to me

and told me that Patricia Mok offer me wine and they give me the glass

i drink it one shot , thanks Patricia ♥

Made new friends and home . DJ was so boring =='

Today , when schooling i think of that guy ( the friday guy )

i message hym , he call me we talk talk .

After that emotional break down , went to talk to the counselor

The Counselor ask me to define wat is love , and i said " Love is having

trust in each other , Being there for each other , Love is not about looks

or body size but the feeling for each other . He is the one that make

us smile never stop caring and loving , Love is not about sex, fame or money

but the feeling must always be there .

He told me that he admire my looks .

While working i cry , i can't take it already .

but my working family were very supportive

they were lyke , forget hym you got me and SisterMary was lyke

LOUIE YOUR'RE NOT UGLY , YOUR'RE NOT UGLY ! HIS NOT WORTH IT !

my heart is so not in a good condition now plus i haven't sleep from yesterday .

Smoke lyke a train , then off to bed . Goodnight .

I'm not in the mood but i post fer you all to understand my feelings .

♥12 July 2011♥

2011-07-12T01:07:00.004+08:00

Chitt , still the same life .
i didn't went to school today , i guess mommy is mad at me .
i still can't believe all this while i've been looking at alot of guys
but i'm still waiting fer you 4 years of waiting :'(
i have a few friends , some i feel they are fake .
some are really there for me , even thou now i don't get to see them often .
at least you all are happy right ? your happiest is my happiest .
i plan to change this blog to http://www.louiebehbeydopegirl.blogspot.com/
so alert alrite ? anytime i can change , it will be on facebook .
Back to the topic , Emmm . i hate having people asking for my number
for fun ? i don't see where the fun part is , show me !
is not funny asking for a gay number , gay are just like boy & girl .
i'm just standing up for my pride okay , WHY can't you be so open ?
sometimes when i with some of my friends and their friend is a gay
they will ask " Are you here alone ? " the gay friend reply
" I'm waiting for my boyfriend " i will smile .
i have this feeling like " you go girl ! " and at the same time i'll get jealouse .
i wanna be slim and also have a flawless face .
When i see old people begging on the streets if i have the money i give
that is another way to make me smile , i'm not an angel
but this is my way to smile and also giveing up my seats
to people who needs it more than me (:
i don't want to you to feel that im emo-ing
I just wanna be free , i just wanna be me and also i don't wanna free ashamed .
i also want to let my emotions be as free as my hair , but i don't how .
i feel like talking to my friends but at times they will not care .
At times when i go out i don't wanna bring that emo emotions along with me
meaning when im at home only i let everything out .
I'm going to sleep now , so tomorrow i can wake up school , byebye .

♥11 July 2011♥

2011-07-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

Hello , Sorry fer not updating and stuff .
Nowadays Facebook , Tumblr & Twitter . Sorry Blog :(
Now , i wanna come back to you again but not often okay .
Okay , this few days i've been feeling very down .
i wanna be pretty but im covering myself with make-up
and sometimes people will look at me , at times i will just ignore
but if i'm not in the mood i will just say " Do i look like a clown ? Bitch "
I'm acctually very very hurt now with my whole life .
Couples makes me wanna jump down , YES ! im jealouse looking
at how sweet both of you can be , WHY ? because i've never got the guy
i want and i'm afarid of rejections .
Every night before i sleep i pray to god saying
" Hope i can find a guy who have a nice heart and love me for me "
I just pity myself :'(
I'm acctually a very nice person if you know me , but if you don't
know me and you judge me , that is just mean .
i took alot of courage to become a gay okay !
Have you ever come accross a quotes that says
God gave us 2 hands and 2 legs but why 1 heart?
Because god wants us to find for the right heart .
Is it like that ? Something like that , but i've been finding
everywhere but i can't find . But i hope it will comes to me quick .
I guess maybe i'm going school tomorrow , or if i'm tired i'll just continue sleeping
Till here , i'll tell you more soon okay . Byebye , Goodnight :)

♥1 January 2011♥

2011-01-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HELLO 2011 !

New Lyfe , New Guy , New Style And New Me :)

my new year resolution is , to focus on my N level . Be someone

people look up to in a good way . Lose Alot of weight .

And not being that arrogant . and hope 2011 is better then 2010 ^^

all the hurtful 2010 memories let's throw them away and make more new

good memories , and those friend i lose along the way , hope you have a good lyfe (:

there's many more now i can't think of .

i need some cash from my previous werk place ML =.=

plan wanted to buy my school stuff today but , plan cock up , i fall asleep ! sorry fafa .

okay my COUNTDOWN at first sucks lyke cheebye . luckly Sherry , Raimi And Fafa came

if not i'll be so call bonding wif two 'BESTIE' of my . fyi sacarstic :D

we went to Marina , see firewerk , then shout all .

me and sherry personal plan was to kiss someone before 2011 because i haven't kiss anyone

yet so that was the plan , plus that idiot didn't cm . and today he cm me mad F U !

but i got a hug from a cute guy so that werks too yea >.<

after that when to Scape , fuck . i'm mad now ! everyone was there sial .

Faaz said he was there , and it's a party mcm club . sial uh .

if you guys love me as a friend , why must you always stopping me from partying ?

some more i'm going back to skool , WHY ? in the end we waste tyme at Jurong when we can

dance there ! & if you guys remember someone call me kat Scape ?

that is Faaz friend , SHERRY anting was there bodoh . i told u . you miss it !

Faaz was lyke partying there . Can i slap someone now ? always when there is something

happening infront of you face you don't so fer it . & people who at Marina who see me

is not that i'm action or sombong or kerek . is just i was

pisst off . really really . Sherry father was so kind to sent us home thank you .

and emm colouring my hair back and buying school stuff maybe tomorrow ?

im so happy wif my new camera brand sanyo (:

okay fafa ask me to call hym at 11PM so now i got to call hym . ciao .

anyway there is an event on Facebook i organise try to attent kay . bye takecare (:

♥30 December 2010♥

2010-12-30T11:40:00.004+08:00

Miss Me ? ^^ yea i miss blogging too , this month really tk best uh .

gone thru everything that hurt me . but don't worry i'm still

here , so how's lyfe fer you guys ?

my Christmas was great yours ? i got all my friends and family wif me .

the best christmas present is having them ♥

i rindu Pearl . i'm having my very own countdown at Marina .

if see me tergo je lah kay . so many people attached , so sweet happy fer you guys !

i'm still single , i don't know who should i give my love to .

my weakness is love , if you guys go out wif me and if i'm the only one who is

single there i'll just leave but so far my friends understand me .

LOVE YOU GUYS ! listening to this song now , and it's a nice song but i don't know

why i'm feeling such hurt . later having lunch wif my cousin

at Harbourfront PizzaHut , if Nancy ye ye she come back i slap her haha ^^

so how my blogskin ? ohh and , pray that my pay already in so i can

buy a cannon camera fer new year ! yeahh ! i'm just so sad but i've got to be happy no matter wat .

i got many video of me singing , but i'm not going to upload :P

just saying ^^ i haven't been sleeping because i when in the morning to

buy my skool books , i'm planning to really study cause kakRose

told me to not regret if i don't do well , thanks kakRose all the best to you !

i don't know wat else to say really really . tskk . i'll blog soon kay guys (: takecare .

♥28 November 2010♥

2010-11-28T02:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAYRAIMIAYDEL` !

later hope to have fun at Sentosa And at Azzura !

may all your wishes come true , the past is past live the future .

thank you fer always beening thr fer me . may god bless you and your family .

I LOVE YOU :DD

Love ; LouieEsmena And Family (:

Just now went to Azzura , it was boring .

wiwin all another cheebye , benci lah , hahah fake . bye , sleepy already *yawn*

♥27 November 2010♥

2010-11-27T05:16:00.003+08:00

OHH , CAN I SAY THAT I'M MAD AT A GROUP !

okay this is wat happen , Me , Sherry And Raimi went PowerHouse .

then lyke always we got attention .

tis famouse group got jealouse and wanna fynd problem .

Crapmeat lah your group , Fame doesn't last forever okayy .

even if i became very famouse , i won't change anything in my lyfe okayy .

YOU LISTEN TO THAT ! fame is nothing , you wanna think highly of yourself because you guys are famouse . ohh come on .

everyone can do wat you do .

sorry i never update my blog okayy . been really busy and lazy .

people ask me to update so i just update lah , i wanna fynd blogskin now .

and i'm not werking at that ML , now is something way easy . so yaw .

tomorrow Raimi advance birthday . hope verything goes well .

Takecare .

♥16 November 2010♥

2010-11-16T01:24:00.004+08:00

my body is gross . my face is getting wrost . i'm getting fat .

i want to die .

i told myself if i were to chosse boyfriend or friend which one would i chosse .

of course i said , friends , but the wat am i showing claudia is really

stupid of me to do it .

i see one of my close friend changing , she is going her own way already , wat i can say is takecare .

i wish i could talk bout my feelings but i have no off day fer tis week .

and the only one i can talk to is my blog .

whenever i feel not hot i look at pussycat dolls wait a min music video , it always werk .

but now , i feel lyke i'm some old bitch which expired date is over already .

i'll get a rest now , raimi you lied to me thanks , don't worry i'm really fine ....

Sarah Aqilah and Sleeq and one indian celebrity come and eat at our werk place . hehe .

and thanks boss fer driving us home .

i'm really tired of living a double lyfe , i'm really confuse wat to do now wif my lyfe .

friends are leaving , relationship is gone , my confident in myself is gone .

and i turn down all the six guy who lyke me .

wat else is left ?

bye :'(

♥14 November 2010♥

2010-11-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

HOW BOUT A ROUND OF APPLAUSE .

THAT WAS QUITE A SHOW , VERY ENTERTAINING .

you said you love me and miss me & i know you don't .

and people who feel not comfertable please get lost before i talk much .

as i was saying , i know you don't . so please stop holding my waist or my hand

and stop calling me sayang PLEASE !

i'll give you a tight slap let me tell you ferst .

go ahead and flirt wif all my friends , please go . i don't need you guys to

make me feel hot , i'm not , i really admit i'm not a hotstuff .

you make me feel lyke some fucking bitch , cheap and easy to get !

you wanna rid me home in your motor uh , no thanks uh let me tell you .

i rather take a bus , i don't mynd you know if all my friend were in a motor .

SO WAT ? i got bus , i got MRT , i got taxi lah .

i really miss firdaus , tskk .

whenever i lay on someone sholder it reminds me of hym .

is there any replacement ? i don't think so .

i'm stronge i know that but i don't think i'm stronge fer love .

if you can see my heart it's bleeding .

Syafiq said i look lyke Adam Lambert . Haha .

i'm gonna change my blogskin on my off day kay .

i tell you more of my feeling soon kay , right now i got to get some rest fer tomorrow's werk .

Raimi if you are reading this , go out wif me on wednesday kay ?

Babygerls , all seprating ritee . i knew tis would happen , i just didn't thou it

will happen now when i really need you guys . Takecare .

♥11 November 2010♥

2010-11-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

ferst day of werk . 6 guys lyke me ?

2 malaysian , 1 malay uncle , 1 indian guy ferm the next stall , 2 malay singaporen .

WAT THE FUCK IS TIS ?

yesterday i post kat facebook , i said . i'm not gonna believe in love anymore , peace

today bullshit all coming out ! i'm happy but in another way

very sleepy , i wanna see bye .

&& babySachi blog bout me seyy hahaha .

so sweet thanks bby , love you !

♥10 November 2010♥

2010-11-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

OhhMyy~ starting werk tomorrow seyy .

today woke up at 7am aiyoo just to go werk place and got lyke mcm talk talk lah .

haha ferst day already late , because is a new place fer me !

Fafaa got jeolouse because tis guy he thinks is cute

talk to me and he shift hymself to seat beside me .

don't worry babe , i gave up already , i'm gonna werk and earn money

and study and keep myself happy .

BOYFRIEND ?? wanna come , come . wanna hurt me , lick ur dick then come and talk to me !

sorry didn't dye red , was really looking foward to red but , my hair stylest the red not enough .

i thinking of hair lighting red ? AMCM ?

but then again maybe no need lah . i'm going to werk and werk not going out already .

sad ritee i know . but this colour , i went my werk place and they ask

ARE YOU MALAYSIAN ? i was lyke no ~ i'm a american . haha !

talk to you soon aites , will take photo wif the uniform soon kay , BYE !

TAKECARE (:

♥8 November 2010♥

2010-11-08T04:51:00.003+08:00

Well , i just need a little space to breathe

can you please respect my privacy !

why can't you just let me do the things i wanna do

i just wanna be me . i don't understand why would you wanna bring me down ?

i'm only having fun ! i'm gonna live my life but not the way you want me to .

i'm tired of rumors starting

i'm sick of being followed

i'm tired of people lying saying what they want about me

why can't they back up off me ? why can't they let me live

i'm gonna do it my way take this for just what it is !

` i just came back from Alynah house , miss her so thou of meeting her .

LOL , i know . wondering why im still blogging when i can be fucking sleeping ?

Malathi My Bitch wanna meet me , aiyoo . have to try to tahan uh .

if not sorry Bitch , it's a crap uh today i mean yesterday , Grr i mean 7/11/10 .

this bloody Thana woke up me at lyke bloody 12Am + aiyoo , i sleep at 6.30AM+

siol now my mate heavy siol ! why she woke up me ?

Job interview . Me, Claudia, Fafaa, Thana all got hired uh .

one month $800 ? and the boss said we cannot werk together .

so Claudia's timing is 12am-8pm ; Fafaa's 1pm-9pm ; Thana's 2pm-10pm ; Louie 3pm-11pm

KNCB ! bukit timah , Grr , my off day is only Wednesday !

cheebye , cannot weekends . can i cry now ?

cannot meet bbygerls anymore :'(

Mommy is coming back today yeah !

but im not going to fetch her , im going to be happily in my LaLaLand !

Awww , my Alynah is in a open relationship . we just now talk about boys boys boys !

talk about matsalleh all . Aiyoo ~ haha , so the matsalleh kan us .

i dunno wat to fucking do now , feel lyke sleeping ferst then later Malathi call then

i meet her lah i think i plan that way better uh . you think so ?

Haha , takecare daily Readers !

& don't worry bout my hair i got praivte hair stylist to do it fer me (:

Toodles !

`A RID HOME BY SOMEONE `wink

♥7 November 2010♥

2010-11-07T03:38:00.003+08:00

Sorry to all my daliy readers fer not blogging already .

my life is nothing already , this is wat i'm aming now .

werk earn money surport my family .

SINGLE ? so wat ? i've gone thru tis alot of tyme already .

is very irratating when you see sweet couple , and especially

when you know you yourself is a hot property , you understand ?

meaning i know am a hotstuff but im single .

hot guys are everywhere BUT the heart is fucking ugly that words can't even describe .

tomorrow going interview wif my bbygerls ferm skool .

i really can't wait fer my red dye and blonde highlight ! acctually i dunno yet

but red is wat people ask me to dye .

since you guys listen to me i'll listen to you on my hair , but my hair i want it

to be something new different from others (: && not typical at all .

waiting fer mummy to come back i miss mommy .

and i just cm back , haha . was watching `THE RING 2 at my friends house .

seram , haiyoo i took the lift feel so scared . haha ! kay im so tents up acctually .

ferst bout love . second bout werk . why lah .

still thinking when am i gonna give my ferst kiss .

yes i've not kiss anyone , but i've got my ferst kiss (:

anyways dun start wif that sweet talker mother fucker bloody bastard .

his drama was so good sial . I LOVE YOU tis 3 words must came ferm your heart

not just ur mouth get that in your head .

and another thing , wat so good about fucking ?! why ur attached

means if you love that person you must fuck that person uh ? no other way to show issit ?

sorry to say uh . i really can't take it uh .

no mood siol seriously , BbyPriscilla My dearest sister stay strong kay .

till here then , tomorrow got to go interview , pray fer me kay .

and i wanna slim down uh any gym recomment ?

Tag me kay readers i wanna know how ur facing all tis crap .

Takecare (:

31 OCTOBER 2010

`HALLOWEEN

♥24 October 2010♥

2010-10-24T05:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAYLOUIEESMENA !:))

finally 15 , Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells me

they love you , you're gonna believe them and when you're

fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out well, count to ten,

take it in this is life before you know who you're gonna be FIFTEEN !

smile , my phone is still ringing . thankyou fer your wishes guys !

I LOVE YOU :DD , i'm crying now . And guess wat this cute guy

webcam wif me , and he song fer me a birthday song , and then he sing

just the way you are . AWWWWW ~

he change it and sing , When i see Louie face , there's not a thing that i

would change , cause ur amazing just the way you are .

and when Louie smile , the whole world stop and stare fer awhile

cause your amazing just the way you are (:

sweet or wat , my wish is , number one : My Family will be happy and safe .

second : My Friends i want the old days when we are always together and hopefully we won't change .

Third : Me , hope i slim down , and hope i'll be more prettier and earn more money and study .

Last : hope today everyone can make it to my party :D

now , i'm still hurt by my past , hopefully i will forget bout it later .

hope i enjoy my day , and hope you guys will too .

&& again , thanks everyone fer wishing me a HappyBirthday , takecare !

bdw the photo on the top is the most lyke at facebook (:

♥18 October 2010♥

2010-10-18T05:21:00.003+08:00

Sorry , so fucking long never blog .

werk fuck me up today . sot sial Grrrr .

this minahrep lyke said "hi" to me and i was lyke "hello"

and she was lyke "i lyke your kening" i said "Thankyou"

hahaha friendly uh :) after werk then went Pearl place lepak fer awhile .

then home . Myra siad Fafaa , Fafaa will te tido , but Louie

will te online , hahaha ! and saw tis kitten cute gyler .

chat wif Aishah , Elmo's mataer . make new friends .

she need help wif her blog kan then i do fer her , aiyoo !

1hr past , 2hr past , 3hr past . that long because fynding the skins is hard uh .

but in the end i did it fer her , now her blog is better than mine .

no school , acctually plan to werk , but nahhh ~ i wanna go Town .

don't need to ask why kay . && WAT THE FUCK HAPPEN TO MY TAGBOARD ?

STUPID LIFELESS PEOPLE ! reply my taggers and then off to sleep .

Night my readers ! i mean morning .

♥13 October 2010♥

2010-10-13T22:44:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Youngest Brother :DD

All your wish come true , blah blah blah ~

went to this hauted house after exam . 35 Ridout Road !

the place was very big and the is a gun and car there ?

a photo of the person was also here , there is lyke 4 or 5 Bathtub ?

image uh . 2 piano , saw a newspaper and it was 1982 ? kimakk .

seram tk ? and the house inside still got the Louis Viton Bag Original .

BUT , we never take anything swear .

we wanna fynd out more about the house , because so old , nobody stay there .

why never sell ? & i went wif Claudia , Pearl , Fafaa , Farhana , Anuar , Ain , Mardhiyah ,

Yan , Fareez , Ajit , Chandra . Many rite but kecoh lah .

cheebye tis Fareez make fun of the person .

when two times , because first tyme was wif Ain all .

then yan wanna go , so go again , ferst i didn't go the full house cause Claudia was

very very scared . so went out .

Second was the full house 7 people went including me .

i felt something , somewhere acctually `

okayy SHHHH ~ i went home serch in google the address and

found out about that . the lady die on 2002 , the car was there and the car

coupon was 2008 ? the news was on 2007 .

Something is not tell us , wat acctually happen . kay readers wanna fynd more about tis

news here's the link , http://www.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20070801-20463.html .
kayy , i going to call Raimi then sleep . wish me luck fer my tomorrow paper .

and also my Friday paper , Thanks . takecare :D

♥11 October 2010♥

2010-10-11T04:30:00.003+08:00

CHEEBYE , i never blog on 10.10.10 !

&& Ratna not happy wif Joey Eng , Me too ! haha ~

she maki Ryska sial , babi kau Joey !

kay in a few hours , i'm going to take my Science Paper EOY .

aiyoo` i try studying but , FAILED .

and i haven'tt sleep ~ Grrr .

My Saturday , Not Bad , Boringgg~

no Boys look at me . tskk .

and i didn't see anyone i know at town .

i can't wait till my EOY is over , you'll see haven't holiday

i'll stay at home and sleep . hahaa Bby i likee it !

so how now ? i don't wanna be single , but i also don't wanna guy

who is a bastard . okayyyyyyy~ i wanna watch my show now

Byebye (: takecare readers .

♥9 October 2010♥

2010-10-09T02:54:00.003+08:00

Hi , Bitches Form All Ages !

Gays , Lessbians , Boys And Girls .

LouieBehbey here is so sleepy , haven't sleep yet ! haiyaa~

and someone is talking to me in msn haha !

he is stupidly chatting wif me wif words i don't know .

BUT HE IS CUTE , i know you are reading tis . haha !

Awww , so sad ritee today :'(

WHO THE FUCK CARES ? byebye you guys .

all those leaving the skool , all the best (:

i serve them food , good rite me ? and nobody took last photo

wif me . HAHA ! assholes ~

Nevermyndd , kay so far tis week i come skool twice only .

YEA !!!! stupid ~ next week exam still can play !

nice one Behbey ~

tomorrow my Town Outing , YEAAAA ! i miss my makeup so

much !! hahaha ! tomorrow , go fer light or dark ?

tis "someone ask me , why i never drag " sorry i don't do drag .

drag is scared , i mean if you drag as a girl that one i did before .

but fer others nahhh ~

emmmm . i really don't know wat esle to say you know ?

i wanna buy pink contact lens from Felica (:

tomorrow i'll take alot of photos kay babes ?

and i don't know wat to wear tomorrow .

and and , i wanna be HOT tomorrow !

ALL THE SINGLE LADIES , PUT YOU HANDS UP !

till here , keep tagging aites . and you are welcome to ask anything . takecare readers (: !

♥5 October 2010♥

2010-10-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

Sylvia Ratonel :DD imissher , & tis was 2009 i think`

Megan Fox , is so sexyy ~ . i wanna be lyke her lah . haha !

Never go school , aiyooo .

yeahh . Priscilla discharging on FRIDAY ! happy .

Saturday go out , Sunday Study . Today Study .

i suddenly lyke studying ? maybe because exam .

Next Monday Science paper , later i go skool , break tyme

ask Mr. Kadir teach me . you think he will ?

try lah at least , if not Ms Teo fer maths .

i can't wait fer the holidays to be extra HAWT ! blonde hair .

new dressing . i want mummy to bring me back home .

F.Y.I home is back to Philippines okayyyyy ?

and most important is myyy birthdayyyy !`

can't wait :D

now where is my MATSALLEH ? haha ~

still can't forget how he look at me .

i wanna do something to my hair really really .

i want my layer str8 fringe`

haiya , should i sleep or not eh ? maybe no lah .

but wat am i going to do ? i need something to layan me untill 4am .

pfft , nevermynd i try to blog long today hehe ^^

okay emmm . should i start believing in love ?

Louie` don't wanna get hurt again :'[

i wanna have a baby ~ HAHAHA !

i wanna have a nice body , i wanna have a dance group .

i wanna sing , i wanna earn money . i wanna be a model .

DO YOU GUYS THINK I'M HAWT ?

readers thanks fer reading , leave a comment at the tagboard aites , bye !

♥4 October 2010♥

2010-10-04T00:19:00.006+08:00

Heyy , i'm so scared !! ferst my exam , then my birthday !

ohhhmyyy !~ wat am i going to do fer my birthday ?

wat should i wear ? kay lekk , exam ferst . i really enjoy my

weekends , Friday Raimi sleepover my house then today when home .

Saturday i enjoy most , Went Orchard , me , sherry , raimi .

then went to cenni to eat , i wanna go there eat again .

after that , somerset 313 . then when Orchard Tower . then bus stop .

kay the bus stop was my favourite part , i was sitting at a stone , tis american

guy was wif hys friend . i did know he was looking at me , so one of hys friend

hand *chop* kayy , raimi notice that , so i turn i look . after that i look

at that american guy . he smile at me i smile at hym . BUS 16 came .

he was still looking at me , he seems lost looking in my eyes .

then the stupid part , hys friend tap hym and he got on the bus , he

still looking at me he even bend down lah . Cute or wat ?

then CUT ! drama end , its so call a drama show fer Raimi uh

because he saw everything , ryte raimi ? if you can try to imagine , is lyke

something hard to believe uh , i didn't expect someone to look at me untill

i feel the ♥ feeling . hopefully one day we see each other again , maybe

next saturday i wanna go there i wanna makan there ! hehe !

i don't wanna talk bout today kay , its a so called *bad dayy* .

but when i think of the way he look at me my problem is gone (:

i just wait fer a american guy to appear in my life aites .

takecare , all the ones sitting fer N's all the best ! toodles *wink* .

♥29 September 2010♥

2010-09-29T23:29:00.003+08:00

*look up , kakak and mine new pic , i help kakak edit nice ritee ?*

Tomorrow Exam , OhhmyGucci !

i'm so smart lah , i know tomorrow exam , but today never go skool .

applause fer LouieBehbey everybody haha , okay trying to move on

you guys must help me also kay . but i'm still hurt

fer wat he done . raimi call it nonsense . mi , you gone thur tis rite ?

you should help me and not calling it nonsense .

readers don't get me wrong i'm not mad at hym , at least he still surrport

me even thou he thinks tis is nonsense . haha !

English and MT tomorrow , so scared . Swear .

but then , hurry hurry exam over so i can get my break .

mommy thou of bring us HOME (:

if she does byebye , i wanna go back and see their reaction on how much

i've change . althought i can still lose some weight . haha , shhh !

just now kakak come wif danny and Pchild , wait danny why you wanna

lanchiowei behind me ? when i'm infront you don't wanna lanchiowei that's

stupid uh i swear , you lanchiowei but so many people .

even the person u just know you label them wat the hell ?

can i label you ? OH WAIT , i did already haha , raimi & fafaa knows it :P

gonna smoke ferst then sleep , wish me luck fer my exam yea ? thanks readers fer reading .

do visit again alrite , and tagged me okay beybeh . thankyou byebye .

♥28 September 2010♥

2010-09-28T20:37:00.004+08:00

Feel lyke giving up already .

i mean lyke seriously , i'm very weak , i don't wanna get hurt anymore .

i feel gulity , i feel lyke i'm in a wrong , i feel lyke every blame is because of me .

after wat i do . do you guys pity some tymes ?

don't think i got the famouse life i happy you know , fer someone

who is famouse we always put on a fake smile don't believe your problem .

exam are coming , i give up werk fer the tyme being fer my exam .

hopefully i can make it to sec4 , please respect me fer now , i'm not in a good

mood to entertain all you spam bout me . and lyke i said i'm weak so please

respect me kay , and thankyou my bbygerls in skool fer being there fer me .

Love you guys .

♥28 September 2010♥

2010-09-28T00:45:00.004+08:00

I GOT SO MANY THINGS IN MY MYND NOW .

i forgot bout the promise i make to mr. benny :'(

Mr. kadir chat wif me , i wanna tell hym wat i'm stressing bout , but i

don't feel comfertable . he my teacher , kay i'll write it all down here

so everyone can read . i think last 2 months i made a promise

to mr. benny and my parents that i'm gonna study . Mr kadir remind me bout that

i"m so scared fer my exam . Louie wake up lah please ! thanks Mr. Kadir

fer believing in me , and mr. benny bout you never show . haha .

NEXT !!!

this part sot , pasal aku tag kau ? pat facebook , ade muke kau pe i tag uh .

salah eh ? kay fine , i'm not gonna care bout you

anymore , try to help you patch back wif her , even thou i lyke you . delete me at facebook .

thanks seriously thanks eh . mostly now the problem start ferm you !

i can be every guy's want and every girl's desire to be but you're

pulling me down , your're hurting me . i hate your mat rep attitude , no i swear .

*tears* no one did that to me before , my exam are coming and now i think

i can't do it . i need a little love , i need to see the real me .

why can't i be the hottest person so that nobody can reject me nobody can

hurt me . there is nothing esle i can do anymore .

i think im becoming ugly lyke hell , fatter lyke cow , stupid lyke a baby !

thanks raimi fer tell me to be strong and really trying to bring me to life .

thanks my adeqk amera qistina fer telling me to always stay happy and saying always pretty

in your eyes . trime kasih .

people thank you fer trying to help , serious thanks alot but , i think i have to

fynd the real me . till here takecare .

♥26 September 2010♥

2010-09-26T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hey i had fun on Saturday , Acctually it was quite bad day uh .

but in the end turns out great . You , i don't lyke your attitude taww .

was hurt uh when you say , mendak uh ! korg tk bbl , balek sudah !

urghh ! geram taw bby ! went sheesha , then ton kat Clark Quay .

heh , i suke uh ton wif my crush , and also ferst tyme ton wif Pearl .

Fafaa also was there . haha enjoy uh , got tis part he said to me .

" You , walk wif me uh " he said that in malay uh .

hehe , cute siak bby i . then ferst bus/train all balek .

and bby got angry again aiyoo , i think the girlfriend break wif hym

uh . be mine sudah , kan kan ?

then emm , reach home at 7:16AM . webcam all , then sleep fer awhile .

kimak , many people call me lah , aiyoo , raimi , malathi .

this two i only remember , Malathi said she under my block .

i bathe went down , she wif Amira (:

lepak lepak , then i wanna study , they acctually wanted to study but this

Malathi say she miss me and then come to see me , haha ! AWWW~

in the end study lyke abit only , haha but i had fun uh wif you guys .

good influence , hhehe ! i super duper tired now i'll blog more soon kay !

*yawn* good nite sweet dreams readers .

I MISS YOU B =,(

♥25 September 2010♥

2010-09-25T04:28:00.004+08:00

look up . old bloody photo , before rebond fringe . but still hawt ^^

i'm tired . when raye wif Nabilah , Zul , Pearl , Ajit And Fafaa .

2 house only , urghh , tis year raye sucks .

emm , tomorrow Saturday going out wif my hawtstuff *bitch face*

haha , kesian Raimi has to go to Johor . i'm thinking off bring Sherry

hope she come uh , at least i bring fafaa . haha .

today when to Parhan and Zul house West Coast and Woodlanes .

aiyoo penat nyer Louie Behbey . ohh somebody i dunno try

to take a photo of me lah ? aiyoo? kay let's say i sit at my photo <<<

the person sit at the "link" there and took out the photo

and took a photo of me i think , the phone facing me taw . in my

mynd i was lyke wat you trying to do ? im not mad or wat lah if you know

me came to me and say " Louie can i take a photo wif you ?"

Of course i say " yes " i'll be happy to take photo wif you all siak .

i feel lyke paparazzi following me . and one more thing

when zul house tis pak-cik said i look lyke Adam Lambert ?

Ya-allah ! me and Adam Lambert got so many difference . trust me he is not the ferst

to call me Adam Lambert . Thank You my Fans and all fer

making my tagboard alife hehe (: okah i wanna watch Hannah Montana

and smoke then go sleep aites . you guys takecare (: byebye .

♥23 September 2010♥

2010-09-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

Heyy , i'm so happy ! i finally did my Ezlink and got my DVD

' THE LAST SONG ' and i love it . i hate going to movie taww .

i love buying all DVD all because .

i always got sleepover , i mean i use too .

i did study today i'm so proud of myself (:

ohh thanks raimi fer following me tis few days .

i hope one day i can go to the beach to relax , or garden .

take nice photo all ! fer now , i just wish fer a happy lyfe

and get plenty of rest and still hoping money drop from sky !

they way i see them kiss is so __ i dunno how to say pon .

haha never been kiss yet . tomorrow jalan raye wif my

skoolmates i think . kay i'm so bored already .

will update if there is something happening okay !

Respect my Blog !

takecare Readers .

♥22 September 2010♥

2010-09-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

BEAUTIFUL GIRLS ALL OVER THE WORLD .

one of them is me lah haha (:

never attent skool , my stomach pain sial , went toliet 5 times .

aiyoo ! then meet raimi , call me gay all you want nothing will

bring me down . i want a new change . i want a new LouieBehbey .

wat should i do uh ? colour hair ? new colthes , new shoes . i know

wat to do already okay , wat untill my holiday and see LouieBehbey new

change okay ? *wink*

tomorrow i'm gonna study and study (:

i will try maintain my body or even try getting slimer *kening up up

nothing to say already . i love my boyfriend , hope to meet hym tis saturday kay .

wat to see my new change ? wait till my holidays kay ! and keep

reading my blog alritee readers ? love you (:

♥21 September 2010♥

2010-09-21T20:12:00.004+08:00

I'm damn tired , and i talk to my manager already .

KakFarah she said she will try help me , 2weeks i'm not gonna werk (:

midyear exam coming dokk . but i got confident !

i did stay back wif ms teo to do a little studying .

hope i can make it to Sec4 eh . Fame ? who wants Fame ?

Fame can change someone you knoww ? i don't think i'm Famous

but fer does who wants all this attention , think again .

maybe its very cool if lyke you walk under your block

and there is lyke 5 people saying *hello Louie* .

and if your're famous you don't know who to trust anymore .

Fakers , Haters , Lovers , Fuckers you are going to face all tis if you have Fame .

i miss bby damn badly :'(

and exam is soo damn near , just hope nothing else matter but my exam .

fer me i think tis year i've been doing so badly .

Skip school , never attent school , sleep in class . aiyoo .

i promise myself that i'm gonna study untill i graduate fer colleage and get

the big big photo wif family , and then finally my parents will be so

damn proud of me (: i have to do a new Ezlink =.=

my old one i drop at Bugis kanina . untill now i haven't do my Ezlink .

Mummy Yoga untill now uh ? aiyoo . i'm gonna sleep soon .

okay till here . Thankyou Readers fer reading . Thankyou Ms Jasmine Tay , Ms Teo ,

Ms Lim , Mr Kadir fer having confident in my studies and My Family

fer always being there fer me (:

That's all . Byebye !

♥21 September 2010♥

2010-09-21T01:04:00.006+08:00

LULUDAN EVERLASTING ♥

today never go werk never go skool .

i miss bby :( i hate werking sial ! urghh geram sial !

yesterday which is sunday kan , i went werk than i got

angry because the manager so sacarstic .

acctually i wanna sacarstic back taw , eh F.Y.I i don't wear makeup

to werk and skool , the manager told me

the boss said next tyme don't wear eyeliner to werk .

PUKI MAK KAU LAH BOSS ! eh why never come to me and

say sial uh boss boss pun kental ! cheebye . eh next close up

see weather i put makeup before talking , somemore i never

sleep but i go werk taww i ton then werk taww .

my makeup is yesterday's makeup , i know you guys makeup all buget

one tyme wash all clean kann BUGET ! budo !

then finish werk i fell on the fall , paiseyy sial , my leg in pain .

laught at me hahaaha funny funny =.= . next my turn to laught at you kay ? set .

never go skool alamak ! Mr. Kadir call me tis morning .

aiyoo . i'm so scared fer my midyear exam seyy ! haiyaa .

you know that i enjoy my saturday :D

bby sitting side by side at riverside , my mind was lyke hold hys hand cheebye .

i was lyke i shy lah dokk . then bby side i go 7eleven ferst kay .

okay i'm going skool tomorrow so yea i'm gonna pack and go sleep now

takecaree readers , bye bye .

♥19 September 2010♥

2010-09-19T10:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYNAH (:

hope all your wishes come true takecare babe love you .

Yesterday is saturday , Happy Belated Birthday Alif .

meet them at Bugis then took bus 2 to Changi but tk jadi .

eh pls eh people make their slow dones't mean they cannot make up

their mind and fer your fucking info you plan it last min .

fuck sial . then took taxi ferm Bedok to Plaza Sing . wait fer some new member .

then ferm LuckyPlaza Walk all the wayy to ClarkQuay siak Pukimak !

sial uh penat sioll ! urghh . then lepak at Riverside turos about 6am Balekk .

Raimi came my house bathe then go werk now after blog i go

bathe then go werk . aiyooo ! penat sial ! serious sial dah tkleh tahan nie !

why my wishes dun come true .

i saw how you look at me .

but after looking at your facebook , i know i dun stand a chance .

that's alrite because i love the way it hurts !

♥18 September 2010♥

2010-09-18T04:30:00.002+08:00

Haha , Spammers !

I seriously respect Lady Gaga siol . ohhmyygod , MotherMonster !

okay tomorrow my plan is to buy mascara by mabelline .
tomorrow i really want to go out seyy .

My pay fer lyke 5days $29 Fuck sial ! Sunday i going to ask them why

my pay so low sial , fuck sial i better study ferst siakk if lyke that !

penat penat get $29 , Kaina !

emm , tomorrow wat to wear eh ?

i wanna buy new outfit uh . new shoes . New Me .

Road to Frame , Chey ! haha . Fake .

kay i wanna sleep now byebye (:

♥16 September 2010♥

2010-09-16T02:38:00.003+08:00

the sweetest things my fans would saw (:

okayy , didn't go skool didn't go werk .

i woke up at 6am . then i told myself exam is around the corner .

wake up and study then the , you know there is a sayin that on

your sholder there is angel and devil ? that was wat angel

told me but devil told me let's study on bed

1+1=ZzzzZzzzz ! that was wat i've been doing

till 4pm , wake up watch tv and now i'm here !

boring nope not sleeping dunno why also .

now i'm getting a bit 'stupid' my cousin said i have not

enough red blood already . i can feel it too . shit !

so bored no . i must sleep lah ohh my !

ohh and mommy tried to wear contact lens . she did it .

okay when i got my pay i'll buy one fer her . and i'll buy fer myself one too .

and mommy when YOGA today haha . okay she did tis stunt

and i was lyke she's gonna fly , she's goona fly but yea .

i love my mummy .

okay i think i wanna go market to buy some food , hungry because i'm

not sleep i know fat pig ritee ?

mummy wanna bring me go YOGA tomorrow Sherry ask me go out ?

if i'm goona choose MUMMY ferst .

Family ferst , beside i so long never spent tyme wif mummy .

And also i'll try to where my friends also going too okay (:

I MISS MY BROWN HAIR :(

♥14 September 2010♥

2010-09-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Tired already , HEY ! i didn't sleep fer a dayy go

werk from 4.30PM till 10PM was surpost to stop at 9PM .

god damn i'm tired already , but i went werk my back hurts alot

but i still did go werk plus skool F.Y.I and then still i did werk ohh let's start fer skool .

i was quite slients this morning because "i got this feeling"

you don't need to know . kayy then English Ms.Tay said

can i see your report card i show to her , and she said i can do better than that

i got a U :( she still have confident on me so i'm goona study till

Mid-Years DONE . first i gotta fynd tyme . okay then Science , ready ? go . URGHHH ! =.= *

then argue wif Mr.Kadir , i was shouting at hym he was shouting at me ?

What kind of monster i am .

whole class saw , urghhh . feel bad thou .

then werk , it think got tis idoit bitch is damn jeolouse of me .

stupid . okay emm then aiyaa , damn tired now talk other day okay ?

miss bby girls truckloads !

Readers , Thanks Fer Reading Bye !

♥12 September 2010♥

2010-09-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

I'm so effing tired rite now , was werk from

12pm to 5.30 pm ? sumpah i'm so tired rite now .

acctually i'm surpose to werk from 12pm to 4pm .

but they hold me back was doing DK last half an hour doing lobby .

didn't sleep yet you know ! urghh penat .

maybe tomorrow also werk =.=

i think nobody even remembers me , i still want hym !

brown hair pizza boyy ! my one and only .

still thinking bout hym ! hope he has a facebook account *fingers cross*

tomorrow skool . Woah ~ check my progress report ,

all my important subject i got U . bloody hell !!

English U , Maths U , Science U . wat the hell sial how am i going to make it to Sec4 ?

hoping i can still manage to werk and study pray hard i can make it to sec4 !

kay i've have to get a rest now byebye . takcare readers (:

♥11 September 2010♥

2010-09-11T05:18:00.004+08:00

did when down just now asked fer some idiot rokok ,

don't wanna give idoit ! selfish , nevermyndd when to

eleven buy one pack amek kau ! cheebye ! urghh!

guess who i saw at 7eleven kakak and Pchild .

then lepak awhile , i told her i'm stress .

but i told her only one story , about my job thing ~

but that's not it , i'm really stress about :

MY ATTITUDE
MY FAMILY
MY FRIEND
THAT GUY
MONEY !
STUDIES
WERK

how i wish i was still a small kid when the only thing

i stress about was chossing which colour from a colour pencil !

sumpah i still remember hymm you know?

i got a photo in my mynd , once in a awhile Louie

talk about all this taww . now seems lyke we cannot do

anything to bring back the past .

i was looking a the stars wif tears , how i wish i can see

a shooting star and make a wish :'(

i've been sleeping late tis few days cause i think i'm think to much .

the only way i can stop think to much is when i can finally

have fun wif my bbygirls lyke the last tyme .

think wat i'm saying is stupid ? then just get lost kay .

cause watever i'm going thru now it's will eventually

go to you too , and if it goes too you wat you gonna do about it ?

huh ? at night cry ? lyke me ? so once again think tis is stupid leave .

i swear i don't know wat to do anymore ~

thanks fer reading , readers .

" Signing Out "

LouieBehbey!

♥11 September 2010♥

2010-09-11T03:36:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys i'm not able to be free fer you guys after tis raye :'(

i very weak now , i have no more confident wif myself already .

But i'll lyke to thank All my beloved friends who were always there fer me

be strong , be happy and always do the right things alrite .

AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

~~ohh my , since i kay nevermynd i'll keep that to myself .~~

emmm , hope god let me see hym again .

i'm going down to smoke and stress everything out now , bye .

God Bless .

♥9 September 2010♥

2010-09-09T05:07:00.004+08:00

Cute tk Louie Dulu ?

Bought my baju raye alreay , colour Cream .

have fun uh just now , and saw tis gerl who bbl lanchiowei bout me .

feel lyke wanna sound her , but i see lyke she scared already .

so i being good and close one eye . so don't lanchiowei bout me anymore

kayy , peace !

just now was having fun but still i was thinking bout another thing :(

brown hair , brown eyes , that smile , that pink lips , that cute accent .

Yes , i'm desperate because he is the only guy that

can get ride of my past . now tis is wat i wanna say .

everytyme i close my eyes all i see is you

i hate thinking of you cause every time i do , i just keep on missing you :'(

and i hate the way i feel every time you're near cause it feels lyke tyme is standing still .

i hate it when you're blue and how i cared for you .

i hate the way my heart decides and i hate those sleepless nights

and the pain i kept inside but i keep on pretending it's alright

i don't know what to do , hate me for loving you

cause I know it's wrong for me to say

" I LOVE YOU ! "

sometyme the truth sucks , i want you to know .

you are the one that i've been searching fer my whole life thru .

you are the one that i've been fer and now that i've found you .

but i guess some things happen fer a reason !:(

bye fer now . Readers thanks fer reading .

♥8 September 2010♥

2010-09-08T06:07:00.002+08:00

Okayy is another typical dayy .

&& why you people

keep asking bout why i'm single all ?

when it's tyme fer me to have a boyfriend , i will , but ryte now all i need is my bestfriend :DD

Awwwwwwwwww~

today never go geylang , sad kan TOMORROW must buy my baju raye

if not i don't know wat to say already lah eh .

Raimi Bastard me :( by not to blame hym as a friend i must understand hym kann :D

ohh , and do you guys knoww geylang sell

the Pizza one slice $3.50 ? the pizza , fuuyohh ! sedap sial !

andand the guy whoo ! haha , cute lah dier .

Ask number uh tomorrow , Nahh .

Guys should make the first move .

today when bugis wif Pearl and Myra .

Never wear makeup , but still people keep looking at me . why eh ?

Pearl wanna extend her hair but tk jadi . then makan turos balek .

emm wat else eh wanna say ?

alamak not again , emmm . tell you more uh tomorrow .

wanna see my baby picture ? ^^

TOMORROW kayy heh , takecare Readers !

♥7 September 2010♥

2010-09-07T05:41:00.003+08:00

ThankGod, Haha . To Her : Can i knock your head on the wall ?

tskk , Don't get me wrong . i'm not talking bout you ONLY .

i'm talking bout ALL of you , i'm very careful

wif my words kay ! i think Sunday uh i lepak ,

kay now i don't say names uh put it as Girl A and Girl B lah .

Girl A asking me go lepak at Commonwealth meet Girl B .

Girl A friend , now also my friend lah . then Girl B talks bout her boyfriend

and Girl A give advice , i was sitting infront of their face

layan-ing myself , that part i angry uh , mcm fer wat

i turon kann ! cheebye sial , urghh ! then also haven't buy my baju raye !

cheebye lah ! Parhan asked me " Louie not bored ke being single "

i answer " wat to doo kan " haha .

Bored uh being single nobody wanna kenal2 wif me , haha !

kay just now go geylang wif dewi and kakak , reach Payah Lebar MRT

waiting fer kakak to come tis stupid idoit guy show peace sign at me and

"weewit" , org gyler eh . then he talking to me i buat bodoh then me and dewi go other place .

BloodyHell ~

i think i'm gonna werk on Wednesday uh .

so at least i can use the money buy contactlens :)

i wanna buy the MaxiEye Brown , been wearing Grey so many times .

chat wif AdeqkRaikhan & Parhan just now ..

kay i don't know wat to say , i sleep now later i wake up if i'm not rushing

then i blog kay because now i don't wat else to say .

Ohhohh , and when kakak meet us she came wif Farid and Nafie and one guy .

hahah , then tis Farid indroduce me as hys Girlfriend ?? he pull me

then i was lyke tskk * haha , but it was really funny uh (:

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA !

kay wake up then i blog kay , Sweetdreams Readers , haha !

♥5 September 2010♥

2010-09-05T19:32:00.004+08:00

i feel lyke i'm dead already :'(

is lyke all my friends come to my funeral and move on already .

this few days i've been staying at home .

just came back from 40story , i when there because i wanted to see

the view and release everything out .

i don't know who i can talk to now .

everything i do , i do it fer you guys . but i don't think you relized .

my weekends sucks .

my phone never ring tis few days .

you guys make new friends , awww . BUT me ?

ever think about it ?

call you guys , you pick up and i said whr are you ?

you reply oh , i'm at blahblah wif my new friends .

i'm happy that you guys make new friend , i'm sad because i don't

feel lyke you guys care bout me anymore .

this is the place i can only say everything out , ofc i also don't

wanna tell infront of you all because i'm not lyke that .

2009 was great , i got my love , i got my great friends .

2010 everything is gone *tears* .

i miss you guys ~

i don't want after you guys read tis then start asking me out everyday

because you feel pity fer me okayy .

i swear rite now nobody understand me , really :'(

people and even you said : friends are always beside you

i feel lyke i'm walking tis path SOLO .

Readers thanks fer reading .

teasure them cause you might lose them one dayy .

BYE ~

♥3 September 2010♥

2010-09-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

i still keep this

yesterday me and Jordan maen stare stare .

how to play : you look at each other eyes whoever bling lose .

Jordan is so cute uh , he looks lyke me . he skool at Kindergarden .

then felt bored he use my lappy but no internet .

he go thru my floder and saw that photo .

wanted to blog yesterday but no internet .

I HATE THE WAY YOU WALK ,

I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK ,

I HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME ,

I HATE THE WAY YOU SMILE ,
I HATE DOES BIG BROWN EYES

CAUSE I KNOW THEIR NOT FER ME :'(

~LOUIEBEHBEY.

♥30 August 2010♥

2010-08-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

Thank fer cheer me up people :DD

didn't go skool , wake up around 3+ ?

gi Harbourfront , Macdonals want me to werk there again .

and they pay they are gonna give me YES uh !

sape nk keje kan Macdonals Harbourfront Tag me kay .

BUT one thing , mommy is not happy wif it :(

mommy says i lack of study still wanna werk and keep nagging .

urghh i can study and werk pe .

because sometimes mommy give me $10 go out ??

do wat wif that ? EAT ? buy water ?

somemore haven't buy buju raye . tskk .

and my manager wants me to become a STAR kat mac .

Happy nyer !

haha . tomorrow who's going NTPS ? tell me now ?

i shy uh wanna go back .

maybe i going wif myraboncett , raimi wanna follow ,

and i wanna bring kakak too ! haha :P teacher is gonna see how much i've change !

tomorrow i'm gonna werk at 5pm kat harbourfront mac , wanna see me go there .

kay till here beloved readers .

thanks fer reading , takecare :D

♥30 August 2010♥

2010-08-30T03:54:00.003+08:00

What we have gone thru is all GONE .

i still do love you and never expect to leave you .

i want you to be my last , i want it to be just YOU AND ME !

tell me why .

Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside , Why ?

because i don't want anybody to be worried , i just wanna pretend that

i'm happy even if i'm not . seems lyke nobody understands me .

i've try to forget you , but i just can't .

i can still remember everything you say to me all the things you did .

But do you still remember ? because a second hand idoit

took you away , i don't wish you to read my blog

i just want you to be happy .

Memories are supposed to fade , but till now i never stop loving you .

Aku tk mcm dulu , suke flirt her flirt there.

i just wanna be honest to you loyal to you :'(

sometimes i can't take it seeing people attached , mcm b here b there .

i feel very jeolouse .

HOTSTUFF? me ? no ~ even if you think i am , i just don't admit it anymore .

i feel lyke crying . but wats the use .

i smile but later i will cry . this is the truth ,

and wat people say does mean i am that way .

people say i have sex , all rumors ! please please don't think wat i am

by other people mouth and not from mine .

Takecare Readers .

♥29 August 2010♥

2010-08-29T04:13:00.003+08:00

Just Finish Watching Karate Kid At DVD ♥

Jadem Smith so cute uh , sorry uh if i slow ke .

i don't lyke going to cenima all kay , take note if wanna

bring me go dating , you pay i watch kay haha !

joking joking .

Another thing Geylang so many people sial urghh !

cheebye , i bang tis minah tk menjadi ,

she tskk me lah , kanina at least i say sorry taww .

cheebye cruse u then u know .

lucky i tahan if not ! take her head go the Ramily burger

there and cook uh ! stupid bloody hell .

i hate tis type of minah , matrep all taww .

urghhh , tk layan !

haven't fynd my baju raye . urghh .

jjust now otp wif fafaa , hahah !

he watch Nemo i watch Karate Kid .

kay update you guys tomorrow kay .

BYEBYE ~

♥28 August 2010♥

2010-08-28T03:55:00.003+08:00

Stalker , is a piece of shit !

just come back , urghh penat seyy , sleepy also .

Thanks Loshini fer the treat (:

she treat me , kakak and dewi Mac .

plus she pay fer taxi .

Loshini and Priscilla , use to be friends now wat happen seyy

you all , alamak .

also lepak wif shasha and ratna fer awhile .

ohh yaww , the wind ! shoik gyler , but untill now haven't rain .

later going geylang ! conferm many many people uh !

hahaha . and jhun my last tyme manager at Mac .

saw me under my block ask me weather i wanna

go back to Mac and werk ? i said anything cause i need money kann .

plus all the idiot manager also go other place and werk .

last tyme uh , i werk the show me face , i show them face uh .

so monday i not going school . hehee !

i so happy siol fynding fer job check check people offer me .

plus jhun said my eyes is nice awwww ~

Raimi thanks fer accompany me go buy my things .

hope later bbygirls can once and fer all meet again okay !

wanna sleep now *yawn*

nite people , takecaree . peace (:

♥23 August 2010♥

2010-08-23T01:01:00.003+08:00

Kakak , Happy Birthday ! love you .

i already wish her (:

her party i think she enjoy uh , she said it's

the best because every birthday she never get to celebrate .

so we celebrate , I love her the most .

kay today didn't go anywhere , sad i know .

not sleeping i will be sleeping at about 7PM tomorrow ?

yea , so yea hope kakak enjoy uh .

may god let her enjoy and bless her hope her wish come true .

amin . will upload picture at facebook kay .

they said my mommy cook spaghetti nice . to bad fer thoese

who never come due to shyness . urghh .

already say can bring your friend still shy alamak !

and the cake (: awww people who never come too bad !

takecare .

i miss : bbygirls ! sherry , raimi , priscilla , kakak , pearl,

myra , jieLiZhen :'(

♥21 August 2010♥

2010-08-21T03:48:00.002+08:00

Hello (: sorry fer not blogging ~

never attent school on thursday and friday .

because i was lazy and tired and not mood fer school

plus its boring leh . haha !

please come fer the party kay people !

its Saturday , enjoy it aitess .

that guy really pisst me off . seeing hys face makes me wanna throw up !

ryte now i think the ape look better .

went to Bugis alone , meeting Pris and kakak there .

they ask me to shop ferst cause they gonna be late .

walk one round feel lyke don't wanna walk again because

all eyes were on me plus i am shy .

they reach 10.30PM everything close .

this two meet their boyfriend and feel left out . as always !

BOYS BOYS BOYS !

then lepak fer awhile , contact lens were hurt my eyes dunno why !

pain sial ! just hope later go faical , fynd something nice i can wear

and Cake and hope i enjoy my day there ohh god , please

hope everything go on smoothly . amin .

kay i wanna rest now babe !

hope to see you guys there okay !

♥17 August 2010♥

2010-08-17T23:18:00.004+08:00

BDK MEMPEK ~!

Yumi Babi , i'm fynding fer tis cheebye Yumi Kumiko (facebookname)

and Siti . know them tell them fynd me !

CHEEBYE FUN UH SIAL SPREAD RUMORS ?!

kanina ~

muke dah step cute ! muke pecah , muke babi .

NOT HAPPY EH BABI ?

you lyke uh now i talking bout you ?

try exchange place uh .

You berani buat berani tanggong uh sial !

you said i kiss Nasita Boyfriend , WOW !

nice stupid rumors ferm you .

which idoit believe that must be a stupid fool .

eh all know i hate Nasita still i wanna kiss her boyfriend !

see hys face uh , you think i cheap eh ? eh come on lah oi !

even low IQ people also can do better than that .

talk to KakInferno , phewww , release my stress .

anything i call 999 . haha .

i not kental or wat lah eh , you already in a wrong , you

conferm kental , conferm bring people . skoolah NEWTOWNPRIMARY

kann ! Siti Gan Eng Seng Sec kann !

eh i know your profile you still wanna fynd problem wif me

well done idoit ! i see you walking to skool i will swear i

will stop you !just wait and see bloody hell .

your skool infront of my blk only gerl wake up !

know a person background before fynding problem wif them !

alamak , want to give you guys chance also tkleh .

must teach you guys a lesson ferst !!!

tomorrow my Maths Re-Test i guess wish me all the best kayy !

Enjoy my day wif jie , Kakak , Sherry , Raimi And Pchild

when to Queensway , then buy rkk then lepak ,

then HOME ! while shopping kan Nasita call me

and that's when i know all tis , just because i stead wif Firdaus .

all tis happen , mepek nyer . bloody hell .

fuck tis kind of people lah eh !

Bye ~

♥16 August 2010♥

2010-08-16T22:35:00.003+08:00

KAKAK AND RAIMI♥

favourite picture (:

Chatting wif Fahmi now wee ~

haha , today cabot skool . idoit me ! because ,

i not mood and school boring and i sleep at 3.30plus

gitu , LOUIE LOUIE !

when FarEastPlaza wif Kakak .

search ferm her outfit fer her birthday party .

MUST COME KAY PEOPLE !

i'm lyke so jeolouse i don't know wat to wear !

alamak , but i will still look good don't worry .

tomorrow i'll be going school cause i wanna study Maths

fer my Re-Test . i wanna make it to sec4 kay !

i don't want to stay back and waste one more year at QueenswaySec .

tomorrow i'll try and listen and hope they won't disturb or even talk to me .

can't wait fer FRIDAY ! cheebye .

hope everything plan well but now don't know set wat tyme .

some fasting , alamak susah uh !

I miss Friends♥

dah lah nk tido ni .BYE !(:

♥15 August 2010♥

2010-08-15T23:37:00.004+08:00

Jordan beside me haha , he singing .

i don't wanna go skool ! i wanna go shopping wif my kakak !

'MY KAKAK ANA BIRTHDAY WHO WANNA COME ?

anyone can come , please tell me ASAP so we know how

many people will come fer food and etc .

WHO WANNA COME TAG ME ! anyone is welcome :D'

plan wif kakak bout her birthday , tskk ! talking bout her birthday

reminds me of mine last year . kakak say my birthday last year was

the sweetest , got i got close to Firdause and got attached on

281009. and i got kiss fer all my friend :D

i miss it all , i just miss all my friends , where is all the

together together ? no more ? Tanglin ? no more ?

EVERYTHING I FEEL LYKE IT'S GONE !

chatting wif Fahmi , KakRose And KakMesha .

but all busy .

i feel very stress and sad D':

♥15 August 2010♥

2010-08-15T05:40:00.005+08:00

i just miss being attached :'(

i miss all his kiss, all his hug , holding hands , otp , and the word 'ILOVEYOU!'

tskk , when out lyke about 9.30PM

i know late already tis tyme thanks Raimi .

kay then head to LuckyPlaza . when FarEastPlaza , KakAna

bought herself one bag , i wanna buy tis Hat and Lepoard Print Bag there

FUCK LAH ! lyke i said i wish money fall fer my wall .

only fer me lah . Then head to PlazaSing meet Pchild ,

Luckly Raimi was there siak if not i talk to grass also good , i feel lyke

irratated you know seeing couples her and there ! then share wif Raimi my

storys then took bus home , in the bus also another one alamak , this

gemok okay let's call her whale lah uh . she lyke so noisy

and you the bustop seat rite , the two person seat , her boifriend

seat in the window thr she sit wif him lah alamak !

i think her boifriend did already haha ~ bloody hell .

okay , you Fat i don't mynd but your attitude sucks then i mynd kay !

i never said im thin uh , i'm very careful wif my words uh .

the whale go boifriend imagine , i ? no . single fer quite long already babe .

iknow , kesian ritee .

nevermynd im still strong . i'm gonna wait .

so grab me while stock last , haha *FAKE!*

then when home chat wif kakRose , she got camera lah ! im so jeolouse now !

haha , i'll fynd a way to buy all my needs . have to sleep now

maybe tomorrow go out wif Sherry , Ohhmy , 5:58AM

tyme to sleep bye , takecare !

♥14 August 2010♥

2010-08-14T19:32:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG HAWT RITEE :)

is it sweet fer me to put photo of my friends .

AWWWW~

wat tyme wanna go out girls ?

tskkk , kay i wanna eat then make up now .

anything i post tomorrow okayy :)

byebye , takecare !

and i love MAGNUM icecream mummy buy fer me

i love her !

♥14 August 2010♥

2010-08-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

i want tis so badly *

Ohhmyy , Finally Friday .

Happy rite ? hehee . i don't know wat to talk about seyy .

kayy seems lyke my attitude is getting wrost !

pisst , i don't wat is the problem also !

wat i wanna be in the future ? SLUT ?

No thanks ~

i can't control my ego .

i've learn that being beautiful is not everything .

i miss touching my makeup :)

tomorrow i'm going out wif KakAna , anybody wanna tag in ?

okay now listen eh people , i always asked whoever

wanna tag in , i always get no reply . but when my photo

came out some of you will say ( eh , tk ajak ) . urghhh .

its okay . shy ? don't be , let people talk . because

behind everybody there will be people who will talk about you

so yea , just think of them lyke one of you no.1 fan haha !

EH , my tagboard die already or wat .

and i just realize i got many stalker , haha . serious .

i wanna take model shot , i wanna buy new camera , i wanna buy

new outfit . i just hope money lyke drop from my wall , only fer me !

haha , then i will share share wif you guys . good ritee .

i'm so mendak , okay i wanna sleep hopefully i will have a great day tomorrow .

p.s i will never talk to you sherrybitch untill u admit that you're

in a wrong and ask fer everyone forgiveness !

and i feel lyke changing my blogskin again , im so bored wif tis already .

BYE~

♥11 August 2010♥

2010-08-12T23:37:00.003+08:00

Weeee~ , can't wait fer Friday and Saturday :D

Ohhmmy , tomorrow wear purple .

kay , today mcm not mood to study gitu .

lyke so tired siol . tskk . stupid people nowadays ,

i when up to raimi class because i know

hys sick so i when and see hows he doing

then his classmate bbl lanchiowei , idoit .

infront don't wanna talk behind full of shit .

kanina don't step lyke you very perfect

kay dah sec5 , i sec3 i behave more matured

than you chey chey hahah ! okay let's

call tis guy 'H guy' uh ferm my skool .

in facebook bbl werld , said wanna mane wif me all

i toldhym get a prostitude uh he said he don't want ,

okay then i told hym if he can lick hys pantat

then my body is all hys HAHAA !

bloody hell ~

woit, F.Y.I make fun of me in skool i don't mynd

kay mempek sial . BATA shoes so wat ?

eh if i wear that shoes go out lyke that you can start talking uh .

but in skool only wat , think wat skool fashion

show uh ? evrybody wearing the same thing

wat's the to fashion . GROW UP !

i think fer all my common test Science

was easy , normally i hate science uh

normally uh but i can do it taww hahaha !

kay i wanna catch a smoke then sleep nitee behbey !

♥11 August 2010♥

2010-08-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

urghh , how i wish my life was a different person .

mcm so sweet siak seeing them together

i admit i think because of my attitude uh no

one wanna go fer me .

but it's okay Louie can stand up

still (: some people can't even walk . kesian ~

still kept thinking of Nafi . tskk !

how i wish my love is lyke one after another .

lyke some hawtstuff you know after break

got new one , so i won't

keep thinking of the same one .

Raimi and Rose , get well soon !

i'm so stress think bout love and studies .

hmmphhh , who can i talk to that can understands me ?

getting fat ~ tskk , wat to do ?

gym always tkjadi .

today when pasamalam wif mommy , brother and sister .

seeing my siblings playing the boat thing

lyke so cute and they were smiling :D

i love my family ♥

buy ramily burger , hehee .

then mommy buy contact lens , i scared uh mommy

dunno how to use . nevermyndd . saw Farid ,

i never tegor because wif mommy and i think he smoking .

later he think i sombong how . tkpe lah one day i meet hym talk to

hym kay . i think i did very bad fer my Maths common test .

tomorrow Science , now i wanna study fer that .

I HATE MY FUCKING ATTITUDE !

kay lah bye readers , takecaree !

♥10 August 2010♥

2010-08-10T22:46:00.004+08:00

did when Swimming !

but Raimi didn't came :( tskkk .

when wif Pearl, Sam, and Nabilah .

Myra was there . did enjoy uh but now i'm fucking

stress ! tomorrow got Maths Common Test .

urgghh, i just feel lyke hugging mommy now ~

mommy beside me only but she not looking

at wat i'm typing . i think my attitude is back !

the fucking attitude . tskk ~

why can't i stay lyke that sweet innocent attitude ?

okay i'll try control my attitude and try not

to stare or fynd problem aites (:

i revise already but keep getting wrong answer .

pisst off , just wish me luck uh tomorrow .

Bye readers (:!

♥10 August 2010♥

2010-08-10T03:22:00.002+08:00

now on the phone wif raimi .

spent half of my day at home , urghh .

got steamboat uh but lyke many people eat .

kanina . off to Marina at lyke about 11pm

gitu lah , saw mr. taylor then took train

off to Marina ,when to Macdonals saw Nafie

FUCKTARDS. took bus at about 12.38pm

cry all the way c'wealth bus-stop .

i just need somebody to love :)

bby said to me , fuck the past kiss the future .

he told me to stop thinking bout nafie and replace

nafie to hym haha .

i wanna go swimming tomorrow !

Malathi on or not ?

kay i meet KakAnaa under my block now bye .

love my new skins ? takecare peace !

♥9 August 2010♥

2010-08-09T03:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :)) ♥

a message to singapore ;

thank you fer being the place where i stay safely

and fynding my love and making the best friend

i could ever have :)

SHERRY SUCKS (:

kental kedi . spoli my day you bitch ! atleast i had fun wif Raimi .

Today , was surpose to meet Sherry And Raimi

at 7pm . Raimi ask to wait , i wait uh . then

call tis two bitch ,

Raimi said , he at Malay dance ! knn .

Sherry said , i otw home meet you some other dayy .

sot gyler babi uh , cheebye makup , wear nice nice .

waiting fer bus then say lyke that .

must try that to you uh .

then waited fer Raimi from 7pm till 9pm .

from C'wealth Mrt walked to School Bus-stop near the market .

walk left then walk right then calling hym then sit down .

FUCK KAN ! alamak ~

at last he came when to Town , at least i Enjoy

okayy already . when home area .

Lepak wif Priscilla And KakAna .

i pity myself , every where i go , got the place where

we talk all talking bout FirdausYusri . but the place

i remember was at the fountain ~

sit together talk , then tis group of boys as me to sit wif them .

SPOILER ! and i still remember he said ,

if i break wif Nasita =.= don't lose contact wif me okayy ?

*tear*

By the tyme you realize, Among all the girls you known ,

Im The One who you will hardly forget ♥

kaykay dah lah i should stop here already , later who wanna go out ?

tagboard me ASAP kay (: takecare people .

♥8 August 2010♥

2010-08-08T05:51:00.003+08:00

Listening to music now .

so relaxing eh , hehee . kayykay .

THANA WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU ?!

your sister call me telling me you are missing .

GO HOME NOW ~

urghh , change subject .

kay people who don't lyke me berambos .

HAHA ~ gyler .

i know , i still haven't sleep .

tyme check , 5:58AM :DD

later got Malay dancer thing tskk *

will come home around 9:30PM gitu lah .

MENDAK SIAL ~

just now when to Ain house .

then help Ain's Mummy do blogshop .

go surport kay .

emmm then , go Pa-sa-malam haha !

then meet KakAna .

took photo then just came home . i don't know

wat to wear fer later siol !

the New top or wat ?

Makeup or not ?

tskk . i hate going to all tis things !

i will change my blogskin soon , maybe tomorrow .

make sure check it out and don't forget to tag me eh .

can you readers please update my tagboard .

its dead . hmmphhh .

kayy takecare bye bye :DD

♥7 August 2010♥

2010-08-06T23:46:00.004+08:00

OHH Hello ~

sedeh seyy , Pearl went off to Malaca .

urghh , National Dayy Celebration boring .

took many many photo , ohh . speaking bout photo eh .

tis SLUT is taking photo wif Bubbles , didn't

i take photo wif bubbles before ?

tell her to be orginal lah , i take photo wif

bubbles you also take , kpo lah you !

i want sleep already uh , happy lah uh .

Monday+Tuesday No School , Yeah !

Swimming ? anyone ? Takecaree ~

New Phone ~

♥3 August 2010♥

2010-08-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

just hang up the ph0ne wif Raimi .

urgghhh ! he ask me to hang on , then lyke ringring*

irratating sial . tskk!*

WHAT NOW ?!?! all my stalker uh ?

eh here's the thing my blog my say kay ?

GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD .

wrong spelling let it be , when school today .

Everybody topic was on *MY HAIR* hahaha !

rebond fringe, can see my hair colour already ,

adam lambert look alike . hmmphh .

ohh , SEC5 got problem wif me entering the school ?

Don't know uh they said i was looking firce and lyke

so called action . sorry eh , today i don't know

why cannot control my ego serious and is lyke

still not well but improving already so yaw tackecaree aites.

SORRY TODAY NO MOOD ~!

♥2 August 2010♥

2010-08-02T21:03:00.003+08:00

SWEAR , im sick , im in pain .

didn't went to school , mommy daddy ask

why never go school ? Alamak from yesterday i lyke that

you still don't know the reason why i never go school ?

tskk! at ferst Nancy don't believe then she

notice :)) Lucky if not i think i die already .

yesterday sleep at 8pm wake up at 10pm then continue

slepping then wake up at 12am then continue sleeping

then wake up at 4am then 6am .

CAN SEE OR NOT I'M SUFFERING ?

hmmphhh , VincentAndEllen Care fer me lots .

Love tis two , don't know wat to do without them .

tomorrow guess i'll be going to Polyclinic after school .

i really want to go school you know today got P.E

urghhh , but body in pain , FUCKTARDS .

i know wat you guys thinking if i never post tis ,

conferm Louie Lazy uh , don't want to study kan kan ?

Cheebye lah . i want kay ! Ate Hidah gave me light from God .

phewww , but i think i better go see doctor uh .

okay okay bye bye . takecaree readers ~

♥1 August 2010♥

2010-08-01T04:58:00.003+08:00

: Lamer siak Louie tk blog .

woah so fast eh dah August, okay i don't know which dayy

to start ? okay FRIDAY .

was so happy cause why ? FRIDAY ! haha .

emm , went Harbourfront wif mommy and Ellen .

mommy brought 3 tops fer me, thanks mommy :))

then i guess after that shop at Giant down at Vivo .

then head home . sleep at 12ampluss i think .

SATURDAY ;

nobody wanna go out FUCK LAH ! cheebye .

last week also the same kanina , so pisst off sial !

raimi called ask me go watch NDP PERVIEW, since

i have nothing to do go uh . then got tis goody-bag im so gonna

bring to school, just wait and see ! i wanted

other design but they say no changing urrgh .

then F off .

sit at Yellow sector . every thing when well ~

ohh and Nabilah, Sam and Yayah dancing .

wear YellowCostume watch them out on TV kay ?

on acctual dayy . then hungry went down to Vivo BANQUET .

CLOSE ~ !

Kanina lah . then when home . Meet Nabilah and Sam under my blk .

from 11pm~11.30pm , After that meet KakAna .

meet Jie when 7eleven , saw Azlee and Liwei .

Liwei ajak me go watch free show Naz fight wif tis guy .

boring~ hahaha ! serious . then

me, kakAna and Jie stop them and talk to that guy :))

someday he have to Thank us kay ?

time check ; 516am .

woah ~ kay i wanna edit my new photo then get a rest .

have to cut hair tomorrow !

cheebye call tis guy to come my house and do my hair

last min he cannot come slap hym then he know .

i wanna rebond my fringe and layer , trim and short nice rytee ?

but cancel ! kaina . kay tomorrow try Carol Teo !

Takecaee Readers :)

♥25 July 2010♥

2010-07-25T15:38:00.003+08:00

Alamak, Louie nyer body saket nk mampos !

hehee . thanks to NAFA *5station*

OHHMY~ pass all lurhh proud :)

yesterday head to Town, yeaa !

yesterday nobody wanna go out wif

Louie taww aiyoo~ . cause they no money,

some werking, some lazy too even go out !

hmmphh, angry taww serious .

call Alynah luck she free ! hehee .

then head to town makan, then cenni !

smoke after saw ; PuteriKuching,

Spadey and LukeIdham (:

Handsome and Pretty people .

then head back to hometown tanglin,

meet Priscilla and KakAna lyke untill

5am we all leave . Me and Alynah

must not sleep cause if not we sleep till

7pm lyke that no need to go skool already .

haha , she go haircut now planning

to go town again , have to makeup

and go out now bye~ !
takecaree (: !

♥24 July 2010♥

2010-07-24T02:52:00.004+08:00

Finally, Friday ! tskk !* hmmpphh .

any plans tomorrow ? actually i have

no problem wif Abdul Hadi, jux that

he said me photo is disgusting ? ofc uh

angry ! okeh dah lah . guess wat bby

as me fer stead, but i reject (: told

you already bby i'm not ready fer another

relationship and i don't know why

you want me so badly ? HAHA ! sorry.

kay tadi gi Clementi and Redhill alone.

then meet JieLizhen and KakAna was

thr too . i sleepy siol ! and i wanna know

who is that babi who bad mouth about

me saying i hate people all . CHILDISH !

sumpah , kimak ! and Hadi is not i don't

want to get to know you or i hate you all

kay . is just that some babi mouth never

wash wanna talk bout people . is a SHE duhh .

starts wif F . duhh . FUCKing no lyfe

duhh ! hahaha ! and tis boyyA lyke me ??

now only you lyke me . last tyme i lyke

you all never as fer stead chey chey ! haha

. ferm my skool but serious he sweet lah .

hahah bye . hope tomorrow go out lah please

keh ! takeecare and bitch you BJ hym

kann oops ! blueekk :P FUCK YOU EH !

♥22 July 2010♥

2010-07-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

woit bapok , kau asl ? tk happy ? jealouse eh ?

uh Abdul Hadi . kimekk if you heard ferm my

mouth then i have nothing to say lah , but i

never say i hate you pe . eh sorry sikit eh . kimak

sot siol , tkpe tkpe ! Louie still the best lah oi !

Farhana ? you think she told that ? conferm

lah puki ! so the drama so the faker ! urghhh .

your photo more butoh lah sial . cheebye wear

spec or goggles sial ! kimak play wif me i play

wif you rabak rabak lah ! you maybe good in

studies SO ?! i better then you in looks and

many things you don't know keh you are a

bapok who don't know how to be a bapok be

str8 lah . lyke i say i'm the type that bapok will

hate . common babe ! my 3darlinkbapok i

actually never get along well but takes tyme

lah oi . dah talk about hym makes my blog

bloody hell lah ! bye i wanna sleep now .

see how lah if i wanna go skool keh .

takecaree !!

♥18 July 2010♥

2010-07-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

I'm so not ready fer school . so not

ready fer another relationship .

hmmphh, my saturday and sunday

just end . wth, i did enjoy but is to

fast if skool ? monday and tuesday

don't even feel so fast ! almak , okeh

saturday when town wif Sherry,

Erfa And Raimy Gays nite out uh (:

hehee . did enjoy wif all my behbey

then when to PlazaSing to meet

Dewie =.= , remeber her ? not that

i don't hate her or wat she is just

too lyke trying to be a bitch, get every

guy who ask her fer stead when she

already got Fir =.= , remeber tis

egg head also ? okeh then when and

' catch a smoke ' word by ErfaBeyloh .

bum into Shasha, BabyPuteri, Farhan

and Adeq (: talk to Shasha then they

when off . then we took bus 106

all the way to Holland, help kak Ana

because her boss shop got renovation

but before helping the boss, meet

the boss cause the shop is painting .

yea , so meet, drink , not that heavy lah .

okeh then when up to the shop .

at HollandVillage at 3rd level . whoa~

at nite , all shop are close , creepy . okeh

then must wait fer them to paint

finish so relax fer quite long lyke fer 4hours?

then , to keep us awake . dance ,

paint our nails . smoke , then thing

cool is that you can smoke up there

haha ! when its close lah . behind the

scenes haha . okeh then sleep fer awhile

then pack the stuff in , sweep the floor ,

mop the floor then boss give us each $10

to eat breakfast :) eat at kenny uh ??

i dunno uh , last tyme use to be burger king

now that shit place the food is so~ little

and yaww is no worth it uh kanina !

then chat fer awhile then off home .

woohoo !!!! sleep untill 8pm . now

think how to sleep now ? tsk * tomorrow

school ewwww ! okeh peace !

takecaree !

♥17 July 2010♥

2010-07-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

pick the good day to not go to skool !

heheee, heavy rain . woohoo . tido uh .

shoik siol . hehee okeh enough ! tskk.

stayed home all the way . SHIT ! pearl

tag me to go Bugis, in the end tk jadi .

walao ehh, but make up is on dress

up already . nevermyndd . got backup

plans meet Raimi at Holland tapi also

tk jadi walao ehh ! hmmphh, later got

running stuff at lyke 7am ! kimakk .

not my idea uh, daddy invite me and

my brother to do it ! urghh . finish at

12pm kanina ! by that tyme i think i

still sleeping siot nevermyndd if can

i go uh , fer my daddy's job so i'll try
to do it uh . okeh till here , byebye bbys!

miss Ajun ! chat wif hym just now

*winkwink* keh takecaree people (:!

'Signing Out'

LouieBehbey!

♥13 July 2010♥

2010-07-13T00:21:00.003+08:00

Helloo(:! when skool half way then

got sick . when to polyclinic , pisst*

so long . waiting~ then when to buy

bubble tea! hehee . saw Ibu , haha .

diam diam je keh behbey, then

walk away quickly teehee:P shhh .

when home text bhy, bhy asked me

to go rest . i don't want ! then told

bhy i wanna smoke ferst . bhy said ;

woit , i dun lyke you smoking, pls bby

stop smoking kae plss ! haha, sorry

lah bhy i thou you know i smoking

already . okeh b i will try to stop

keh , i will stop fer you and fer my

family (: then te tido , errr . hahaa.

bhy send me 17 msg why i never

reply . oops :0 . hmmpph , tomorrow

since not going skool kann , my plans

will be going to Queensway Shopping

Centre to buy barbell and maybe

nose stud . see how ferst . then will

meet Paula then go Holland keh ! hehe .

tadi jumpe kakAna , she was worried

sick fer me lah kann . haha . thankyou

kak iloveyouu . i wanna sleep now !

so takecare aites :DD

♥11 July 2010♥

2010-07-11T21:16:00.003+08:00

tomorrow got skool . gonna see my bbygirls

tomorrow :D stayed home today all the way.

seriously medak seyy, urghh . tapi i stay at

home thinking of my wrongs . alamak . wiwin

said sorry to me hahaha . he cute lah . i need

to fynd a job so badly . i wanna earn money

but need clothings. hehee . woit Kak ana

down stairs already gonna meet her now bye!

takecare ! (:

♥11 July 2010♥

2010-07-11T04:59:00.006+08:00

*Sentosa Picture!*

*Haters!*

Hello:DD hehee . guess wat i was

looking at my 2009 post , i think

i change alot swear . before i was

so naughty . now improve alot uh .

proud of myself . my mynd set is

to stop smoking . just now when

Redhill Fafaa Birthday :D he enjoy

uh can tell . then emm , when to

Riverside to meet Wiwin , all the

fourrbaklas was tag along . Wiwin

kept saying i sombong lah action

lah , go so pisst of and i said fcuk

off ! hehee . didn't mean it uh sorry .

Dan said *wah Louie gangster already

uh* ewwww i'm not lah ! please.

keh , then meet Prisiclla , ohhmy

that bitch who slap me gonna get

it fer her ! padan muker ! hmmphh .

now eat pizza ferm pizza hut , cheyy !

hahaha . sedap sial . told you baklas

to torn alamak . tkpe next tyme keh

bby? and listening to music gonna

sleep soon uh . im worried fer kak

Ana seyy . Where is she ? hmmphh .

iHateLouie1* yes im fat i knoww ,

don't lyke me why are you here ?

i never ask anyone to hold my waist .

never ask anyone to look at my face .

Eh! my blog my say get it ? urghh.

you are not anyone to tell me wat

to do keh ! no life eh tis type of people .

okeh don't care about stupid people

lah kan . live your life to the fullest

keh guys (: takecare ! will upload

more aites . Don't know me , Don't

label me !

♥10 July 2010♥

2010-07-10T03:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Fafaa !

swear , i look different here .

*sentosa picture ;))

didn't when skool todayy . awww ! hahaha .

because of the problem , i kena beaten up .

yea that's rite . mummy and daddy

not happy ! when down to skool .

ohhmyy , mr benny talk bout my smoking habits and my

attendens . walao ehh . but anyways

my parent know i smoking already .

mr benny wants me to attent tis 'stop smoking things'

anyways i wanna stop also .

i start making trouble , start not listening to my mummy and daddy .

i promise mummy i'll be good but end up i became wrost !

daddy and mummy kept nagging at me yesterday .

i'm being the wrost child ever urghhh !

wat am i going to be in 5years ?

being a slut a bitch ?

a fucktards ?

being a devil in the house ?

ewwww, no thanks !

i better think now fer my future .

Louie wake up behbey !

i don't wanna dissapoint the people who love me .

i wanna change !

thanks fer all my Family and Friends fer all your care and concern :)

Love you guys !

you want my frame rite bitch you can have it uh .

but let me tell you that watever ever you do you can

NEVER be someone lyke me okeh !

oh . im still winning cause , people will hate you fer

slapping a bitch lyke me ! lanchiow .

♥6 July 2010♥

2010-07-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

stress , scared , angry !

why ? why me ? i die better uh .

you can take my body kill me . take me to tis test that

test give at least alot of money to my family

okeh ? urghhh i dun wanna go skool

tomorrow . i swear i'm willing to change fer the good .

but always when i try to change something

bad will happen to me why ?!?

who i wanna be ? who i surpost to be ?

now all you fakers ! dun lyke ME AS A BAPOK !

look in the mirror cause i know

you are jeolouse of me i have something you dun

have so fuck off ! STRESS UH . kimekk *

♥5 July 2010♥

2010-07-05T03:14:00.003+08:00

today when Sentosa :) enjoy abit uh.

but got many hawt pictures !

okeh came back home then when market to buy food .

was leaving the place tis werking said "Bye"

i say back uh . then he asked " nk gi mane ?"

i said "balek uh sial' hahaha then i walk away. blueekk :P

play hard to get lah rite babe ;D

let's talk about HATERS !

ferst everyone have Haters and Lovers . & the thing about haters is

they are too weak to follow their dreams, and

will always fynd a way to bring me down .

don't hate me cause i'm way better than you .

i maybe a bitch but i have a good heart .

don't hate wat you can't imitate keh !

i have my own life and style ,

i'm not trying to please you or make you smile .

either LOVE ME or HATE ME . hate me cause you can't be me .

i wanna sleep now . FUCK THE PAST !

say it wif me FUCK THE PAST ! hehee :D

takecaree .

♥3 July 2010♥

2010-07-03T04:25:00.003+08:00

i swear you will !

i swear i hate FIRDAUS YUSRI !

fuck off far far away idoit . skool as per normal

everything same lah no mood lah to

blog lah ! sial bodoh ni jantan !

you said ; you don't know why you change ?

you chosse to change bodoh !

feel lyke going there and cut your fucking penis !

chibye !!! chibye !!!

pisst me today i cut yours too !!!

fuck man fuck lah !! eyes red head red .

why ? why ?

&& you fucking no shame uh ask me fer sex !

kanina , i never give to you and i'll

fucking will never give to anyone uh palabuto !

you think wat i the type of slut give body here there uh .

kanina lah . you be naked on newspaper then

i'll give it to you asshole !

why must i suffer now ? god oh my !

can you lyke bless me properly ! hmmpphhh !

♥28 June 2010♥

2010-06-30T20:14:00.002+08:00

FUHH ! hahaha.

School, You, They Sucks !

Change class seat .

'urghhh'

Lame lah , in the end we still will talk wat .

okeh then i'm lyke haveing two

blogs . one Journal, two tis blog .

Jornal fer MsJasmineTay to read .

LOL . i so lazy to update

tis blog you come out wif a greater way

to make me tired , but can put i my picture !

never mynd i can lyke so called (POST) abit uh .

hahah . sleepy siol . smoke , finish my

journal then sleep keh bye.

And Last .

Hope Pearl everything will be settle keh .

i wanna so Sentosa on Staurday uh !

Bye.

♥28 June 2010♥

2010-06-28T21:24:00.004+08:00

' YO ! Heyy daily readers . '

just woke you siol . kimak . sleepy sial .

kak ana was wif me just know but i too sleepy to

talk to her . sial uh my ferst day sucks .

MrLeong told us on a scale of 1-10 how many

we guys chosse depends on our mood fer

me 4? cause firstly i very sleepy uh ; wake

at 6:04am siol walao ehh . then 4 because

able to see all my shoolmates back !

that's all . hahahaa.

and about 'FafaaBeylohh' i think we are friends again.

last peroid i saw one ball paper on my table

i wanted to shout ; which chibye dunno

hw to throw rubbish ?!?! then i open the

paper , its writed Fafa; Are you mad at me ?

then i reply all . then dah okeh uh i think .

but sherry NO ! yesterday , meet

Sherry And Raimi , i wear tis shirt

can see my belly . SAPP ! haha slut much ?

keh sherry never talk to me taw . i took bus 124 i think .

to Pearl house Sherry i think talk about me uh .

CONFERM LAH BABE ! kanina .

because one part tis two go some where taw.

i thou they leave me . then i go lucky plaza .

bus stop then raimi call me . okeh dah uh i want to

sleep alr tomorrow cannot wake up how ? uh .

MC ? tknk ! Pearl ask me too always go skool .

hehehe 'i've change alot:P' i wanna fynd job uh to

earn money . okeh dah uh cannot tahan alr.

BYE, takecare !

♥27 June 2010♥

2010-06-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

Kanina , my hair after a few mins will become

the same old colour BLACK . chibye . i feel

lyke you guys bastard me sial . serious ,

why don't wanna meet up and talk ?

we GAYS why scared of me uh ? lyke

Ivan Yang ? hahah ! stare at me some

more i make sure you remeber my face untill

you die . anyway . yaw why dun dare to

meet fer a while uh . eh come on lah Sherry

if you not in a wrong why so scared to meet

up uh ? always say you got tis , you got that .

someday we will see each other . eh Singapore

is a small werld & you can't hide ferm me

forever lah oi . okeh never sleep ferm yesterday .

later i'll sleep at 6pm to 6 am keh .

hahaha . best uh . i wanna cut my hair

and rebond my fringe and cut layer .

i scared not nice taww . i try first keh bby .

i becoming more Sluty because people make

me lyke tis , don't lyke it F.U !:) tell you more

tomorrow keh bby , now wanna go and wash my hair .

Bye takecares !

♥20June 2010♥

2010-06-20T03:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARL ♥

(late post ;D)

LouieBehbey Here !:D

sorry so long long never blog .

lazy, no mood . but now i'm

blogging . i want a job ! so i can

get a fresh new look , hawt face.

and stuff lyke that. bdw do you

know i lost my wallet ? good

rite ? if i saw it on anybody's

hand you'll see wat im gonna

do to you chibye ! you know

wallet lost nvrmynd but Ezlink .

sial uh . hard siol to go here and

there . urghh . i wanna get money

fast fast ! and to that two egghead.

Talk all you want bout me keh ,

because it means your just

jeolouse of me, your gay well im

also gay . lyke wat we say gay &

gay don't get along well :)) but

lyke always im the Freaking Hawt

Ass Chick . common and show me

wat you got cause i know i will

do it better that you *winkk* .

Smoke then im gonna snoze off aites .

Takecaree ! Byebye .

♥13 June 2010♥

2010-06-13T07:11:00.002+08:00

OMG , guess wat was wif Aliff Aziz

lah fer lyke onehour ! godd !

yea when Bugis , meet afad then

go seesha and then afad know Aliff Aziz

uh sial . i keep looking at hym urghh .

dream come truee . we lepak then i was

drunk high watever youu called . keh

takecaree bye .

♥7 June 2010♥

2010-06-07T03:38:00.003+08:00

♥060610♥

WOW ! many wedding eh ?

attented one malay wedding have to wear

baju raye . hehee . i look very malay !

and i love my brown hair . Yishun

so many many wedding taww .

Tanglin and Commonwealth also ade .

and i attented today's one wif kak ana.

HAHAHA ! dier pakai heels . KakAna; Adek

sakit lah heels ku !

LouieBehbey; Abeh ? Suddenly !

KakAna; Adek i can't see you , i got blur vision .

LouieBehbey;ohhmyyy! i can see kakak

shaking lyke very weak taw , i think

because we skip breakfast and its so freaking hawt !

woke up 12pm taww ! sleep at 6am+ alamak !

somemore Yishun not our hometown how we know

where to go ?!? KakAna;*look at me and KakIza

fer very very long* KakIza&&LouieBehbey; HAHAHAHA !

then makan then dah okeh . wanted to go Sherry

house cheebye you sherry !

never answer phone never reply message

all . we take wrong bus two times

to go your house . finally give up 855 home , but before

that we call feww people . Raimi i understand

why never answer the phone keje kann :)

Prisicilla she give many many close details but

i thanked her fer trying to help love youu babe :)

FAFAABEYLOH ! FUCK YOU :) don't you dare

call me anymore uh palabuto . lupe kawan

kan , okeh fine tkpe tkpe .

when youu need me i will be far far away ferm you :)

"I LOVE YOU" =.= !

Bby please don't treat me lyke how

youu use to taww . you ask fer patch taw show

me ur love uh okeh . Love You B ! muckzz!

♥6 June 2010♥

2010-06-06T03:31:00.002+08:00

I'M ATTACHED :D

bby patch back wif me lah . hahaha !

awww , 060610 ♥ I Love you !

had a awesome day wif Sherry, Kakak,

Raimi, Pearl And P-child !

Love you guys too . go window shopping and to

Raimi :) lucky you take it , thanks fer

sharing !! hehehe .

FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND :) ilysm .

muckzzz !

♥4 June 2010♥

2010-06-04T03:53:00.004+08:00

SIAL UH ! stop it is sial Mum AND Dad !

you guys are fucking ass let

me tell you that keh . you fucking

people hurt me by your words , you know

words kill you painer then a knife

somemore your family cb ! now in my blog

i guess if you guys read tis i will

seriously hurt u fucking feelings okeh .

you ask my friend to got lost no.1 sial uh

whr is you manners uh mum . F you

you didn't make me lose face you make urself

lose face you want me to ask you friends

to get the fuck out ?! kaina everyday come here

somemore no place come my room

just sleep on my sister or brother bed

without even telling . eh sial uh you guys

think wat im fifteen i cannot do anything uh

cb nowadays uh below eighteen also can

do wrost uh sial cb ! i when down to memo

sial uh i cry siol ! i really swear i have to thanks

kak Ana siol , she really help me alot ,

just fer me she talk to me , even never

go home before 12am . she also have many problems

lyke mine . she told me that she won't

let me go out alone since im having problem.

she accompany me and talk to me all.

she said even thou she can't help me

she will always be thr fer me :) thanks kak

i love you . now i love my second family

more then my first family ! buto uh .

okeh *bby* knows i got problems and send

me tis video to cheer me up thanks bby love youu .

bby go kedai because he lapar, ask hym cook tk

nk he said he will wait fer me to be his ! hahaha . (TTM)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCA-XbBT9Rc

tomorrow going out uh . dun wanna stay tis

fucking home cb !

♥3 June 2010♥

2010-06-03T04:41:00.004+08:00

Heyy. im damn boring (:

ohh, i didn't update my blog cause i was

very very very lazy , sorry .

i was watching police and theif on

xinmsn.com hehee. guess im going gym

tomorrow to get my body better and sexier .

HAHAHA! fake uh i just wanna get slim abit !

and i interview fer my job at harbourfront pizza hut,

hope i get the job and hope fafaa and pearl

are gonna werk too ! okeh now let's talk

about being single . well being alone make me

realize i should've have care fer hym more and

always be there fer hym but its over . all at

oncee seems i had it all but it doesn't mean

anything now that ur gone :( ive been

single fer one year and thats too long fer me !

have you ever try sleeping wif a broken heart ?

friends will always say thr is a guy out thr fer

you issit true ? and sometimes i wonder
is true love real ? fer you maybe fer me will

it happens ? trying to look good

everyday but in the end it still won't

work ! i miss being attached .

you guys help uh . ohh and to all the

fucking haters out thr , stop talking bout

me or my friends okeh? so wat if we are gays?

you are not perfect urself keh ! and to all

the lovers :) thank youu guys fer surporting

guys ! LouieBehbey Hearts You<3>

okeh i have nothing much to say now

so i'm gonna go to bed now bye . takecaree !

ohh tis are sherry and raimi to that no1 fan(:

SHERRY !(:

RAIMI !(:

SHERRY FEAT. LOUIEBEHBEY !

♥31 May 2010♥

2010-05-31T05:18:00.002+08:00

Hello People, today was fun uh can

say. Raimi & Sherry were late fer

their stuff lyke werk and book in, i relax and said

take MC everything will be alrite. hahaha !

keh serious shit i didn't dream nice (can

say nothing at all) urghh. was hoping fer the part 2

of my dreams. then appear on the radio .

and sherry talk one part bout me when i was away,

she said "Louie would lyyke to thanks her fans"

then the DJ said "Wow, Louie has Fans !" Sherry

said "yaww , louie is a hawtstuff" hahah. ape je

Sherry ! then dye my hair BROWN and i'm

lovin it :D thanks to sherry fer helping me dye

my hair . Pearl call asked me weather i wanna

torn at west coast park wif her family i said okeh

when her house then bus-ed to there and then,

bad mood got lah tomorrow go job also go lah.

hahaha . but good thing is they go van and sent me home .

thank youu. and the door never closed can feel the nice

wind . okeh okeh now i wanna go my disneyland

on my bed now bye guys . takecare !

♥30 May 2010♥

2010-05-30T06:11:00.003+08:00

Dream of youu bby , i want youu so badly !

but turns out that bitch got youu .

fuck man ! today when to Kak Shasha Wedding,

Makan , say Hello , then Bye . got two egg .

then meet Priscilla and Anaa . Sherry

and Raimi torn at my house . then kena

screen baik pe . police ask us to go PARK?

or macdonals . in the end go playground.

okeh now boring dh nk tido ni bye . takecaree !

♥28 May 2010♥

2010-05-28T05:16:00.002+08:00

okeh Louie Behbey here :D

i wanna talk about ME ! haha .

ready GO , i'm hawt i'm original .

and hello look at tis part " i'm the type

of bitch you'll never be " *SMILE*

okeh i've been lyke single fer a year

and that's so boring ! urghh. lyke whenever

i go to emmm, Henderson Wave my friends

will always say how i wish i'm was wif a guy .

and i also want that . i'm lyke wanted by

many taken by none uh hahaha !

stupid bitch . can i know why uh ?

are you lyke scared to say you love me ?

is it because i'm firce bby firce ! haha .

No i'm not bitch . i'm hoping money will fall

from the sky . HAHA ! bye babys :)

♥22 May 2010♥

2010-05-22T02:19:00.003+08:00

Eh eh . okeh guys . today didn't

went to school because i woke up late.

yeahh , and wanteding jump over the fans .

but in the end go back to sleep :)

since i didn't go school now i'm super bored urghh.

keh i guess i'm going out tomorrow , i mean

i have to go out youu know. i'm super duper

bored i guess i'm going to some fleamarket.

hehee. i want so smoke man ! urghh ! ciao.

♥21 May 2010♥

2010-05-21T00:25:00.005+08:00

keh so today , since its 12amplus

i use yesterday uh . yesterday

my class when to polytech, boring

siak ! urghh. NT pe . tido all the way siot.

finally my mummy cm back.

and she gave me the video of the

trip thr . i saw my grandfather coffin,

got my name , my brother and sister's

name but i feel very bad that we nvr

attend D: when Hortpark walk to Uncle

mansion , so called haunted house .

went in a few step, hear something

lyke it don't want me and ijal cm in

so i ask ijal not to go in . then walk all the

way to pearl house, hahaha ! pearl

shocked to see us under her house the

her mummy was so freaking understanding :D

ohh ohh , school today talk about sexual thing.

then after the talk, all the class when down the stairs

and they talk bout me puki mak ! saying

that i have sex have oral sex(blowjob)

and phone sex ! kiwekk ! stop it sial, i don't

do that siol . i'm still backdoor virgin hello !

think wat i placoh uh cheebye placoh means

prostitued aiyaa dunno how to spell lah as long

as you understand okeh already. i'm now very very

sleepy already nitee.

♥18 May 2010♥

2010-05-18T23:10:00.004+08:00

To be honest i still have feelings fer FirdausYusri !

heyy , but you girls please listen don't

be lyke me alritee . we've move on and i know

it gets so hard to walk away but we have to accpted

it D: i dream of hym .

keh Paula last day was on Thursday because

she is going back to Philippines, as a bestfriend

i decide to meet her today cause i know

she cannot go out tomorrow and she will

go philipines in the moring on thursday ,

lets make tis the nite the of us remember keh

Paula ? love you bestyy. u take care alritee.

Today my Grandfather last day of hys funeral

so all of us (family) wear black or white .

to pay respect to hym , ilovemyGrandfather:)

keh tomorrow got skool takecare alritee.

♥18 May 2010♥

2010-05-18T00:27:00.003+08:00

Hello, i'm depressed yes i am.
so if ur here to make me mad
please get the fuck out here i have no mood !
yesterday and today jennifer all the way.
keh ermm, just a few mins ago.
i took tis quiz which said who is ur first kiss?
and i answred ; FirdausYusri . imhym .
watever ! i hoping to find a guy soon.
i hate beening single . my dream guy
is ; Loving, Romantic, Sweet, Handsome,
Good Attitude, Always Care Fer me, Taller than
Me, Understands Me And Must Love
My Family And Friends . And My GrandFather's
Funeral is tomorrow sad lah !
i'm not there D: but i will always love hym
lyke i said family ferst . very very tired cause
didn't sleep well never eat well yaw.
so take care blog readers . bye .

♥16 May 2010♥

2010-05-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

my grandfather die lah cheebye!

do i look lyke i'm joking or wat, i

never see hym since sec1 . i'm so broke

down his the best grandfather i ever had .

i feel so scared so lonely to know

that one of my family memebers

which is my grandfather is dead yesterday,

at 7pm. Mummy told Nancy and nancy

told me tis morning. But watever it is i know

that my grandfather will bless me

and love me fer Heaven . And i will

always love you !

♥12 May 2010♥

2010-05-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

I miss mummy !!!

she is in the Philippines now urghh.

i'm lyke having exam that's why i can't go.

i so pisst off ohhmygodd.